I simply can't do anything without Alicia on my mind. I know I mentioned that our relationship was mostly physical, but what else do I require from her beyond that? I have sealed off my heart's remnants, so I shouldn't be feeling like this for her. No, it's only a fleeting attraction. When I am done with her, as I have done with every other girl I have been in a relationship with, I will break up with her. But the thought of it definitely makes me feel uncomfortable, God knows. I simply cannot bear the idea of her being with another man. I am not familiar with this feeling.
The desire to fully possess her. I believed that her absence would lessen my crush on her, but actually it only made me want her even more. Is it only about the physical aspect? I believe not. I have had a number of gr
