Nicole..
I tried my best to ignore Zach all through dinner. It was hard, I wanted to speak to him, I wanted to pass the salt to him like Leah had asked me to but I had to stop myself, I couldn't let myself get consumed by everything I felt for him.
Even if it meant getting him hurt. I had to do it for me, and as well, him. He made butterflies I thought were long dead to flutter around in my stomach, giving me some of the most heartfelt feelings I have never felt for a long time.
Even licking the blood off my wound felt more intimate than weird, it was all I could do not to jump him during dinner. We were done with eating, and ignoring him once more, I leaped off the chair.
"I'll wash the plates" I told Leah as we both finished clearing the table.
"Oh you don't have to Nicol
