My Struggle

“This is a dumb book for smart people!”

“This is a dumb book for smart people!”

It’s a lifelong struggle from childhood to understand this purposely designed fiendish complex world, its meaning and the reason and purpose of us being here. I have dedicated virtually my entire life in my quest to find the hidden answers and truth in the secret worlds of Lucifer. It’s a long, long winding seemingly never ending journey.

A journey like no other that forms the basis of my struggle in a world for those with eyes to see…not the sugar coated world that they want us to see but to see reality as it is. A world that they lovingly fill systematically with oceans of tears, hunger, disease, poverty , much suffering, injustice, war, g******e, paedophilia and ignorance. All of these things are not natural occurrences as they would have us believe oh no dear readers, these things are secretly mad e by the evil unclean spirited ones. This truth is hidden by secret oaths. These dismal oceans of hell that the majority are forced to live in surrounds a different world that co-exists with ours, a world of wealth that is mainly a preserved domain for the elites, the royal, the rich and the famous class of people . In this paradise none shall be held accountable for even the most heinous crimes ever.

I walk down this road still, strewn with its trials and tribulations that has much roadblocks and hardship.

I have crossed swords with morons a term coined by Jewish psychologist Henry Goddard and the eugenics secret society created imbeciles class of persons who comprise the useful idiots of our captors.

I have wined and dined with the wise wizards who claim to be completely on my side whilst they secretly hold the hand of the Devil. The greatest oasis in all of this is the good pure souls that have given me the inspiration and courage to continue on my road. May perpetual contentment and divine glory be to all of them!

We are creatures and creations of beautiful pure natural magic and I say to hell with the morons and the imbeciles of this world because their masters will eventually g******e all of them. I say to hell with the wise wizards that aspire for the controlled destruction of all that which is clean and pure which comprises nature.

Take a good look around you and what do you see? I will tell you what you see, you see fauna and flora and the secret magical spirit that courses through them and courses through every other living thing!

My struggle to understand this complex world is winding down! Yes dear readers it’s coming to an end because I finally understand that this all complex world as we know it to be, is nothing but a hollow illusion and a simple one at that! This illusion is only complex if you believe it to be so!

Yes this controlled illusion is deliberately designed to look, feel and exude a complex aura! “At first the illusion gives off the notion that it is highly complex and indestructible but this illusion is a flimsy facade that dances to their tune and the words of their never ending story. The answer to their illusion is to see it for what it is… it is nothing but a house of cards held together by a joker! This house of cards is disguised by magic to resemble a battle ship of thunder, iron, fire and steam ”

“ Once you allow for the cobwebs that veils your deep understanding of things to be made removed then you can began to see and experience the truth”

I have also found that giving up my intoxication for money, power and social standing is a great place to start but it too is a process and a struggle. Yes it is a deep hard struggle that at times it may drive one to the brink of insanity but it’s doable!

I invite all you brave souls to jump in with me and share my struggle at this point as we journey into the deep unknown… but first… it’s important for us to believe that we are magic!

We are magic! And included in our wonderful magic state is our wonderful magical ability to dream. Stop for a while and image if you can… what would life be like if we did not possess the magical ability to dream? Stop for a moment and imagine what the quality of your life would be like if you never experienced having a single dream in your entire life!

Dreaming is beautiful! It keeps your mind alive when you sleep because our bodies cannot survive without the mind!

Dreaming is a whole new world that allows for us to transcend and experience the soft yet powerful world of light.

This brings us to the great question…“Are dreaming a tool for us to use in order to allow our subconscious mind to tap in at will into otherworldly dimensions?

If this “dream state (question, can it be called time travel?) has any merit to it, then perhaps our dreams, actually are true real life encounters of a “ complex deep spiritual kind” I opine that it is too!

So then, is it in this physical realm that I may have become intoxicated by my mysterious dreams that caused me to time travel and foretell my future and for this polemical meta-fiction to become written? You be the judge!

I believe that many of my deep questions of the world, religion and of my life’s purpose has been answered in my dream state.

You see there is a great and hidden secret. This secret is so great that there are its protectors and enablers that hide behind the closed doors and secret words and language of mystery schools, secret societies. They rely on the power and mystery of language in order to carry forth their dark Luciferian agenda and communicate amongst themselves whilst keeping us in the dark, in a state of what can be termed as a state of self destruction or Armageddon.

The word apocalypse is widely used. It is understood by many to mean Armageddon.

Armageddon is the idea of the destruction of the world. This idea is the most accepted definition but it is not the only one.

The word Apocalypse also translates into the unveiling of hidden knowledge or revelation or the lifting of the veil. “Ahhh the veil word!” The removal of the cobwebs or the lifting of the veil is what we must strive to achieve in order for us to see and then taste real and not false freedom!

Apocalypse is the secret sacred information that lies as the basis of the Luciferic mystery schools ability to control this realm! This secret knowledge is one of Illuminati’s most powerful tools! (more about Illuminati later) Without this, they lose total control over us!

This is because if enough people hear about “secret knowledge” and most importantly, “if enough people believe it” then their thousand-year gig will be up and their deception where the “emperor has no clothes” are made revealed for all of us to see!

This revelation in effect making their rule by secrecy revealed and thus made ended by a revolution of minds!

I suspect that their demise by the people will be swift and painful, therefore another one of their greatest secrets , which is… they created the false concept of God and religion! This brings us to the question “is there anyone there at the top…in the sky? No, dear readers there really is no one there sitting above the clouds” A careful open- minded study of the holy books both eastern and western varieties will corroborate this truth. We are being misled by them! It is all a ruse!

That great big pearly white chair in the sky is empty! It’s empty” its empty, its empty! “We have been duped with the Devil’s God theory because everything is just theory as enforced here on Earth by Lucifer as Lucifer who lives forever when he assumes the frames of the men who he makes god here on Earth.

This Apocalypse or Armageddon is one of their greatest secrets that are guarded by the mainly millionaire and billionaire members of the Illuminati aligned secret societies with their very lives. You may inquire how so? It is this lie that allows Lucifer to rule the world of deception! Lucifer the un-dead replicating son of the Devil is nothing more than a construct of the Devils Master Game! It is all a giant movie script and we are mere actors!

We are actors living in a mix of movie-land and a simulated Master Game software(think (Xbox and Game of Thrones) both of which are guided by the Illuminati controlled narrative that makes the game of thrones combined with the most complex chess moves ever… look like reading “Alice in Wonderland.” this is the reason why shills like professor Steven hawking a Jew, Movie director Jewish Steven Spielberg and Microsoft’s Jewish Bill Gates frequently infer in the mass media that we may be living in a computer simulation of sorts?

It is these lies that rains confusion on the ground which creates the perfect chaotic environment for the elites and royalty to live in their bubble world of wealth, privilege, power over us, whilst their every word is glamorized by their Illuminati beast mass media! They do as whatever they please in a world where the Law applies only to us, “the little people!”

As mentioned, secret societies keep this information hidden through their system of verbal and written secret oaths. They will not hesitate to unleash every bit of force at their disposal including murder in order to keep this hidden information of which they falsely label as State secrets and classified information from falling into our hands! And so they have devised an elaborate system to do to us what the giant Illuminati controlled food corporations do to our food, “Like the defective products that they sell in supermarkets disguised as food! Therefore humans too are systematically turned into defective products by the Illuminati created establishments! Moreover, that Illuminati system that is responsible to stamp and mould us for them is… none other than our wonderful ‘false educational system which is an unnecessary evil.”