My Struggle

Chapter 3 India

Chapter 3 India

“ When the truth fills your very soul, you may never be the same ever again, this may perhaps make you feel like a stranger in world that you thought you once knew”

And so this expedition by the body for the mind continues…

I sang the words of my favourite song softly that went like this…

I hold this day with the fondest regards of my eternal ancestors

many of whom have been made destroyed

made destroyed, made destroyed before their time here on Earth

but they are still alive, living eternally in the world of light, winds and energy.

They live still in all elements coming to us at will over and over again and again

To my ancestors blowing in the winds…

blowin across the forest… across the plains… across the oceans

blowin across the suns, the moons,

blowin so eloquently in their interstellar journeys across the stars …

and to my ancestors blowing in the raging winds within me

makin us one…

I stopped singing and allowed for the beautiful song to play out in my head. I was tired and weary and I used my hand to mop the sweat from my brow that I worked up from walking the long and winding journey through the vast jungles of Hindustan. We slowly but enthusiastically made our way from India towards the borders of Nepal. I noticed that both of my guides, whom agreed to accompany and guide me to the midpoint of this vast seemingly endless jungle, seemed to be well acclimatised to what I found to be adverse weather conditions.

Mr weatherman high up, surely must have sensed me being a foreigner to these parts and had a practical sense of humour … he wasted no time in sapping me dry of my bodily fluids!

As I walked on, my mind sailed back to the time when I first outlined my plans to these two very amicable and friendly young men. I carefully outlined to them my intention to trek to the borders of Nepal.

My request caused for both of them to look instantaneously at each other with a sense of alarm! I found them to be overall polite maybe because they did not say a word at first. The look on their slender faces spoke volumes. I gleaned from the look on their faces that both of them did not agree with my plans, because it must have appeared to routrageous.

The eldest of the two, carefully explained to me speaking in a reasonable conciliatory tone that they did not think that it was both possible and safe for me to undertake such a trip on foot.

They reckoned that “in their opinion,” it was much too dangerous a trip to make in its entirety, they stated that the best they were prepared to do for me was to guide me to a halfway point into the jungle.

Then I caste my mind back to the smog filled morning on the outskirts of Mumbai when we bade the sannyasi good bye, yes so many memories…. I snapped back to my interaction with the guides “My mind guided by my sixth sense had been made up from the outset, and as much as I respected their expertise and views on the matter at hand, I took into account that their views was not a thumb suck, but rather it would have been based on their considerable experience acting out as guides on their various other expeditions into the vast jungles.

It was my very friendly hotel owner and a man of whom I observed to be of a very honest disposition who recommended these two as highly seasoned Expeditors. I sipped on my chai as I rolled over in my mind their advice and deep concerns. I asked them to give me the reasons for their concerns. They unhesitatingly and unanimously told me that the jungles at around the halfway point become incredibly dense. They also claimed to have had heard of many accounts of strange occurrences that occurred particularly in those areas just past the dense midpoint of the jungle!

They informed me that there were other people and their guides who ventured into certain uncharted parts of the jungle who had actually disappeared without any trace!

I looked at them intently and whispered under my breath “The Illuminati Decoded!”

They shot a startled looked at me, confused, perhaps? Thinking that I had taken leave of my senses… then the younger guide asked me to explain “who or what are the Illuminati?” … he went on to say he did come across some information concerning this subject but it was not very enlightening and it left him with more questions than answers!

This bit of the conversation felt like déjà vu because it reminded me of my interaction with the Bahadur i n the coach in Jakarta wherein we also spoke at length about the Illuminati. My immediate response to the guides was that, this type of confusion amongst most people is common, because the essence of most secret societies is to fly under the radar! All secret societies are affiliated to the mother of

secret societies which is the “Secret Society Illuminati!”

It is their concealment of operations and secret control of their, “this here’ illusionary world which is designed to give rise to much conspiracy theories!

This is one of the main functions of the Illuminati controlled fake news mainstream or mass media! Most people do not realize it but the majority of governments actually operate as a chain of secret societies under the iron fisted control of the Illuminati umbrella! The Illuminati endgame is to create an environment of chaos and madness in an age where nothing will make sense, this is how Artificial Intelligence will be brought in to dominate us, as we are made to become transhumanized.

Many do not realize that humans are comprised of over 60 billion volts of pure energy that science cannot duplicate and this that the energy that the Illuminati whitecoats who control the giant energy multinational corporations in time covertly intend to steal in order to power and run their Artificial Intelligent machines! And these machines will eventually destroy us!

Governments and other non-govmental fringe secret societies are aligned with them. These organizations rely on selective psychological concealment to sanitize the evil manipulation of us who are “the so called masses” by using underhanded means… that includes an agreed set of lies that they masquerade as the truth of which they use to control the past, present and future, remember “he who controls the past controls the future!” Everything that we know and been told by the system is one big giant lie! There are many amongst us who will do everything in their power to shield themselves from the truth and this is because “there are those people amongst us who cannot handle the truth!” they actually believe it or not prefer to wallow in a stream of make belief and lies!

The Illuminati deceptive world manipulates everything, they manipulate our foods, history, religion , the mass media, the entertainment industry , our medicine… everything is manipulated and everything is a lie.

It is because of this giant Illuminati cunning conspiracy, they have deliberately turned us all into conspiracy theorists where we engage in endless speculation without us reaching any firm conclusions…for most this is until the end of their time! “Imagine that, what an utter waste of one’s time, effort and human endeavour”

So is this conspiracy theory smokescreen one of the reasons why most of us find it difficult to discover the truth? Is this a trick by them to keep us asleep? It is because of this that many fail to awaken from their deep, deep sleep. This is a all because we are kept busy and distracted by constantly analyzing a never- ending story as deliberately spun by the Illuminati and its stream of detractor millionaire secret society conspiracy theorists authors, bloggers and the like” who keeps this conspiracy theory industry alive. This shenanigan allows for the Illuminati to control the conspiracy theory narrative through the chaos of these mainly conflicting theories!

Now understand this… The majority of books and literature are fake including ancient scriptures and artefacts! They have done this in order to fool us and to divide and rule us by placing us into different believe systems, so that we can find differences with each other, this leads to constant disagreements, arguments and eventually in many instances to hot wars.

You may be thinking why would the Illuminati go to such lengths in order to keep us from discovering who we really are and where we come from, and also from discovering what is our true purpose here on Earth? The answer is a simple one… they are few and we are many. The Illuminati’s fear is if ever we discovered our true godlike potential and their pure evil secret rule by deception, they fear that we will revolt against all their governments, rules and systems. They fear us collectively wiping them off the face of the earth for the terrible, terrible things that they have done and continue to do to our ancestors, nature, to our newly born children , but more about who we really are much later…

“ I continued … If we look back into what happened when President John F Kennedy declared war on the secret societies in the 60’s. “In an electrically charged speech,” “he promised the people that he would break up the secret societies , to quote the President of the United States, “the word “secrecy” is repugnant in a free and open society and we are as a people inherently and historically opposed to secret societies, to secret oaths and secret proceedings”

In this speech, President Kennedy promised to disband and scatter these secret societies (including one of America’s greatest secret societies , which are the Central Intelligence Agency, (CIA) to the four winds. I paused and inquired for effect! Did President Kennedy sign his own death warrant with this speech? “It appears so!” Soon after his actions, he was murdered in broad daylight in the presence of his wife, his family and members of the public. The Luciferian mystery school and the shadow secret societies sanctioned the Presidents murder . The evil George H W Bush 41 and the Zionist Nazi Luciferic cabal led the deaths squared against him . It is a shocking and damning testimony that even his own secret service detail was complicit in his m******e! We live in a world of two laws, one for them which is nonexistent and one for us!

I looked at both the guides and exclaimed… this, my friends is the Illuminati who Hollywood now attempts to glamorize as a celebrity organization because Hollywood has always taken us for fools!!