Chapter 14
When Alexa opened her eyes again, she was no longer in her room.
The air was thin, cold, sharp against her skin. She stood barefoot on smooth stone, the ground cool beneath her soles. A vast horizon stretched before her, painted with colors she had never seen in the mortal world—violet skies shot through with silver threads, distant suns burning like molten pearls. Around her rose the towering mountains she had once glimpsed in another dream. They were colossal, stretching into the heavens themselves, their peaks glowing faintly with otherworldly light.
And she was not at their base this time.
Alexa stood upon the summit of the most radiant mountain of them all. It shimmered with the same silvery aura she remembered—the one that had seemed both solid and transparent, impossibly ancient, as though the mountain had existed before time itself.
The wind was silent. Too silent. It was as if the entire realm held its breath, watching her.
Alexa wrapped her arms around herself, trying to steady her racing heart. Not again… not here again. But her body told her otherwise. She could feel the mountain beneath her feet. She could feel the air in her lungs, cold and sharp. This was no ordinary dream.
She turned slowly, her eyes wide, drinking in the view. Below her, the world stretched endlessly—rolling seas of mist, veils of starlight, rivers of pure brilliance that wound like living serpents through the valleys below. She had never seen such beauty. And yet, standing there, Alexa felt as though she were trespassing in a place not meant for mortals.
She shivered.
Then it came—the voice.
“How did you get here, mortal?”
Alexa froze. The sound did not come from in front of her. It came from behind.
It was a voice like nothing she had ever heard—deep, resonant, commanding, rolling through the air like the roar of waterfalls and the echo of thunder. It seemed to strike not only her ears but her very bones, vibrating through her body, making her tremble.
Her breath caught in her throat. Slowly—terrifyingly slowly—she turned.
And then she saw him.
He stood not three paces behind her. His presence swallowed the air around him, his aura vast and suffocating. His hair was as she remembered—long, silver, cascading like liquid moonlight all the way to his waist. It shimmered with its own light, catching the faint glow of the heavens around them. His eyes were piercing, glacial and endless, as though they had watched centuries pass like seconds. He was draped in white regalia, flowing, edged with faint silver threads that caught the light of the stars.
He was beautiful. Terribly, unbearably beautiful.
Alexa’s lips parted in shock. Her chest rose and fell too quickly. She wanted to look away, but she couldn’t.
The man—no, the being—was more than just striking. His beauty carried with it something unbearable, something sharp, something that demanded reverence. He was not of her world. He was ancient, untouchable, dangerous. And yet, despite the fear rising like bile in her throat, a warmth—an alien warmth—spread through her chest. Desire. Unfamiliar. Unwanted. It scared her more than anything.
His eyes narrowed. “You should not be here. No mortal has the right to stand upon my mountain.”
Alexa staggered back a step, her voice caught in her throat. She wanted to scream, to demand answers, but the sheer power in his voice pressed against her like a physical weight. It was all she could do not to collapse.
“I—I don’t know how,” she stammered. Her own voice sounded small, broken, swallowed by the vastness around them. “I don’t know why I’m here.”
Lucian—though she did not yet know his name—advanced one step forward, his gaze never leaving her.
Her knees weakened. His presence alone pressed against her chest like a mountain.
“You do not wander into the heavens by chance,” he said, his tone stern, almost accusing. “This place rejects mortals. Your kind is too frail to bear it. And yet here you stand. How?”
Alexa shook her head frantically. “I don’t know!” Her heart pounded, the sound roaring in her ears. “It’s just a dream. It has to be a dream…”
The being’s eyes narrowed further, a dangerous gleam flickering in their depths. “A dream?” His voice rolled like distant thunder, shaking the summit beneath them. “You think the heavens are a figment of your fragile mind? Foolish girl. Look.”
He swept one hand outward. The stars shifted. The rivers of light below pulsed brighter, as if answering his command. The entire realm seemed to bend around him, obeying his will.
Alexa’s breath hitched violently. She pressed a hand to her chest. Her legs trembled so badly she could barely remain standing.
“Tell me,” he said, his voice lowering but no less commanding, “who sent you? What power dares trespass upon my domain through you?”
“I don’t know!” Alexa cried, her voice cracking. Tears stung her eyes, though she fought to hold them back. “I don’t know anything! I swear!”
For a long moment, silence stretched between them, broken only by the faint hum of the heavens. His eyes searched hers, cold, piercing, as though they could strip her bare, peel back her very soul.
Alexa swallowed hard. Her throat was dry, her chest tight. And yet… despite the terror, despite the way her body screamed at her to run, she could not deny the other feeling that burned in her veins. The sound of his voice, the overwhelming power of his presence, the impossible beauty of his face—it stirred something she could not name. Something that terrified her even more than his wrath.
Her heart beat faster. Her breathing quickened. She hated herself for it.
“Stay away from me,” she whispered, though the words were weak, shaking. She stumbled back a step, desperate to create distance between them.
But he took another step forward, slow, deliberate, the fabric of his robe whispering across the stone. His gaze pinned her like prey.
Alexa stumbled back again. And again. Her heel scraped the edge of the summit. She gasped, glancing behind her. There was nothing—only endless sky, endless fall.
Her body screamed with terror. Her heart screamed with something else.
And then she slipped.
Her foot lost purchase. Her body tipped backward.
“No!” Alexa screamed as the mountain fell away beneath her, her arms flailing as she plummeted into the void. The air tore past her, her heart slamming against her ribs, her eyes fixed on the figure at the summit who watched her fall.
Then—
She jolted awake.
Alexa gasped, clutching at her chest. Her body was slick with sweat, her sheets tangled around her legs. Her heart hammered violently against her ribs, as though it might burst free.
It took her several seconds to remember where she was. Her room. Her bed. The walls around her familiar in the darkness. She was safe.
And yet—she didn’t feel safe.
Her lips trembled. Her whole body shook. She pressed her hands against her face, trying to steady her breathing, but it was no use. The memory of his eyes, his voice, his impossible beauty—they clung to her like chains.
Alexa shivered violently. What’s happening to me?
She curled into herself, knees drawn to her chest, staring wide-eyed at the shadows of her room until dawn began to creep through the curtains.
But no matter how hard she tried, she could still hear his voice—like the sound of many waters—echoing through her soul.
Alexa’s chest rose and fell in frantic bursts, her palms damp against the sheets. She pressed her hand over her heart as if she could still keep it from leaping out of her chest. But the harder she tried to calm her breathing, the more vivid the memory returned—his voice echoing in her ears, his silver hair gleaming like molten light, the weight of his presence pressing into her very bones.
She dragged in a shaky breath. It was a dream. Just a dream. Nothing more.
But it didn’t feel like one. She could still feel the stone of the mountain under her bare feet. The sting of the cold wind in her lungs. Even the strange warmth that had pulsed through her body when she heard his voice lingered like a brand against her chest.
Tears welled in her eyes before she realized it. Alexa pulled her knees to her chest, rocking slightly, her forehead pressed against her arms. Fear swirled in her stomach, but there was something else too—something she didn’t want to admit. That flicker of longing, of desire, that had curled through her when she looked at him. It was foreign, terrifying, and shameful all at once.
“No,” she whispered into the darkness, shaking her head. “No… not him. Not like this.”
She lifted her face, staring wide-eyed into the shadowed corners of her room. The familiar shapes of her desk, her chair, her books—all looked distorted in the moonlight, as though the dream had followed her back. She could swear she still heard the faint echo of his voice in the silence, low and commanding, like the sound of waterfalls rushing through her mind.
Alexa hugged herself tighter, her whole body trembling. She had always thought her life miserable, suffocating, but at least it was her reality. Now even her sleep no longer felt safe. It was as though some unseen force had dragged her into a world far beyond her reach—a world that terrified her, and yet drew her in against her will.
When dawn’s first pale light seeped in through the curtains, she was still sitting upright in bed, staring blankly at nothing. She hadn’t slept again. She couldn’t.
And though Alexa tried to push the memory away, the truth gnawed at her: she could still feel him. The way his gaze pierced into her. The way his beauty struck her breathless. The way his voice clung to her like a chain she couldn’t shake.
Even awake, Lucian had followed her.