I'm stressed the f**k out. I got rid of Andreas. That in itself was stressful. As much as I loathe him, it was hard. He looked like the mischievous boy I once took care of. Protected.
Another part of my father died with him. I only have a few cousins left. Alessandro could never leave me if he tried. Still, for all his faults, his atrocities, it was hard looking at him and reconciling what he did to my family.
Why is my family so f****d up?
After I murdered one of my only remaining family members, I had to go into work. Been away too long, and there's a mountain of work on my desk.
I look at it and get a headache.
On top of that, I'm wearing a maroni necklace and bracelet set gifted by my lovely daughter.
She asked me to wear it. So I did. All day. I try to get back in my rhythm but
