CHAPTER 5 – Bartender
POV: Damien
He was early. That was the first thing that rubbed against my expectations.
Monday morning at nine sharp, and Kai Hale was already standing by the main entrance. When I came down from the apartment, I caught him staring up at the club’s frontage. He wasn't gawking like a tourist; he was squinting, his hands shoved deep into his jacket pockets, looking at the building like he was trying to solve a complex math equation in his head.
He heard the heavy click of the door and turned. The intense look vanished instantly, replaced by a grin that felt entirely too comfortable for a first day. "Mr. Voss."
"Damien," I corrected. I didn't do 'Mr. Voss' with the staff. It created a layer of formal insulation that just got in the way of me telling people what to do. "Get inside."
He followed me across the floor. At this hour, the club was stripped of its glamour. The house lights were up—flat, yellow, and unforgiving—showing the faint scuffs on the floor and the chairs flipped onto tables. In the daylight, Sinful Pleasures looked less like a temple of desire and more like a high-end theatre between acts.
I watched Kai out of the corner of my eye. He didn't gape at the voyeur lounge or the velvet ropes. He just... noted things. A quick glance at the mezzanine, a nod toward the emergency exits. He had a self-possession that felt older than twenty-one, and it made the hair on the back of my neck stand up.
I stopped at the bar, turning to face him. He was lean, dark-haired, and had a way of standing that suggested he was always ready to move. The grin was gone now. He was focused.
"I’m going to lay out the rules once," I said, my voice dropping into that low, level tone that usually ended conversations before they started. "I don't repeat myself."
"Got it."
"The bar is your world. You stay behind the mahogany. You don't wander the floor. You don't stick your head into the lounge unless a monitor specifically asks you to clear glass, and you stay the hell away from the private rooms. No exceptions."
"Okay."
"Members will talk to you. Some of them will be lonely, some will be bored, and some will be testing you. Keep it surface-level. You aren't their friend, their priest, or their therapist. Whatever you see or hear stays inside these walls. You don't take it home, you don't tell your friends, and you sure as hell don't post it. Clear?"
"Clear," he said. There wasn't a flicker of hesitation in his eyes.
"If someone pushes you—gets personal or makes you feel like you’re the one on display—you don't play the hero. You find Rowan." I jerked a thumb toward the back where Rowan was hunched over the security panels. "He’s the hammer. You’re the bartender. Know the difference."
Kai looked at Rowan, then back at me, his eyes narrowing slightly. "What exactly counts as 'personal' in a place like this?"
"Anything that isn't about the drink they’re paying for."
He nodded slowly, processing that. "And if I see something? Not someone hitting on me, but something that looks... wrong. Someone who looks like they’re in over their head. Do I go to Rowan for that, too?"
"Yes. You don't intervene. Ever."
"Even if they look like they need—"
"Rowan," I snapped. "The monitors are trained to spot the difference between a scene and a crisis. Your job is the gin and the till. Stay in your lane."
He held my gaze for a long moment. It wasn't a challenge, but it wasn't a retreat either. It was a stalemate. "Okay. I hear you."
I spent the next ten minutes walking him through the stock, the point-of-sale system, and the scheduling. He didn't interrupt. He asked two very practical questions about the inventory rotation that proved he’d actually worked a real bar before. Marcus hadn't exaggerated—the kid was sharp. Maybe too sharp.
"The membership," Kai said as I finished. "Is it a community? Or just a bunch of strangers who like the same hobbies?"
"Why does that matter to you?"
"Just checking the weather," he said easily. "Social dynamics tell you how much trouble a shift is going to be."
I looked at him, really looked at him. He was mapping the room again. Not for exits—he was mapping the *people*.
"You've done your homework," I noted.
"A little." He met my eyes, unblinking. "I like to know what I’m walking into. He seemed smarter than showing up blind."
There was something settled about him. It wasn't the typical arrogance of a twenty-something; it was quieter. Like he’d already figured out the world was a mess, and he was just deciding which corner of it to sit in.
"One more rule," I said, and my voice felt suddenly heavy in my throat. "The most important one. Staff don't participate. Not on shift, not off shift, not 'casually' when the club is closed. You’re here to work. That line is made of steel. Don't touch it."
Kai’s expression shifted. His head tilted a fraction of an inch, his eyes tracking the sudden tension in my jaw. "What made you add that one separately?"
The question was too quiet. Too specific. It sliced right through my professional mask and poked at something raw underneath.
Something moved in my chest—a sharp, unwelcome spark of heat. I crushed it instantly.
"Because it’s the rule people think they can break," I said, my voice like flint.
He nodded, a small, knowing smirk touching the corner of his mouth. "Fair enough."
"Rowan will finish the tour. Lena has your schedule." I stepped back, needing the distance. "Any other questions?"
"No," he said. "I think I’ve got the hang of it."
I turned and walked away. I didn't look back, but I could feel his eyes on me. I could also feel Rowan watching the whole exchange from the security desk. Rowan didn't say a word, which was his way of saying he’d seen everything I was trying to hide.
I made it up the stairs to my office and shut the door. I sat at my desk and opened a supplier invoice, staring at the numbers until they blurred into black ink.
Kai Hale was twenty-one years old. He was the son of my oldest friend. And he had just looked at me like he could see every secret I’d spent a decade burying.
I forced myself to read the invoice again. On the fourth try, the numbers finally made sense. I approved it, clicked 'send,' and told myself I was going to forget the way the air in the room had changed the moment he looked at me.
It was a lie, but it was the only thing I had.