Sunday night sucked. I felt bad because Danielle was depressed about her family leaving Dark Moon. She had come to my room to hang out a little, but I was too upset to really socialize with anyone. Mar had mindlinked me and knew to just stay away. She knew how I was when I got this upset. After a while Danielle said she was going to get ready for bed and I told her I was going to do the same. I decided to take a nice hot bath before bed. But it only made me think of Shawn. Everything made me think of Shawn now. My bed, my bath, my closet. I had memories with him everywhere. It made me so happy that I could look at something and see his face, but at the same time it was pretty depressing. Laying in bed, I snuggled what I had now deemed my “Shawn pillow”. It was the pillow he always used w

