You helped me

Part 1

"Hannah come down please!"- my mom called me.

She always wants something at a wrong time! Now, now is a really bad moment.

"Okay Hannah just breathe...You can do this"- I said to myself.

After I calmed down, I went downstairs to see what is happening.

"Oh there you are. I want you to go buy these things for me please"- great.

Going out in public places is the last thing I needed. But I had to say yes. My mom doesn't know that I have big anxiety and pannic attacks, so I have to fake it.

Like I always do.

While I'm walking to the shop, I can't stop thinking about this test I'll have in school tomorrow.

I studied. A lot. So that's not a problem. I just can't get nervous. Then I won't stop shaking and people will think I'm weird.

Oh well, they already think that.

I just wish people would knew that I'm actually fun. And that I want to do crazy teenage things!

Thinking about all of that, I finally got to the shop.

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"Okay everyone! Put everything except your pencils in your bag!"

Breath...

I looked at my test and my first question.

I don't know this.

Why do I not know this?!

And then it started. My hands started shaking like crazy.

I looked at everyone else and they were all writing their answers.

That just made everything worse.

Soon, I could feel my eyes starting to fill with water.

Shit, I can't have anyone think I'm crying because I don't know answer to one question! They already have a bad opinion about me.

"Can I go to the bathroom please?"- I asked with shaky voice.

The teacher looked at me...well without any emotion.

"Please? I really have to go"- then she nodded and I rushed as fast as I could.

I kept walking trying to calm myself. But it's just not working.

I don't even know what I have to do to stop this.

"Are you okay?"- I hear a deep voice.

I turn around and Tyler Miller was standing right in front of me looking at me with his blue eyes.

"Yeah"- I just responded.

Please notice.

Just when I thought hes going to walk away, he took my hand.

"No you're not. I want you to tell me what are three things you can see here"- I didn't respond at first, but then I just went along with it.

"Um... Door, bathroom and, you"- I said and he smiled. But just for a second.

"Good. Now three things that are in blue colour"

"The floor, uh... my shirt and...your eyes"- He smiled again but this time he kept it.

Taking a deep breath I already felt better.

Then I realized I was still holding his hand so I quickly stepped away.

"You okay now?"- God his voice is deep.

"Yes I am. Thank you"

"Oh it's nothing. Now you know what to do next time"- I smiled and nodded and then he went into a classroom.

That whole day, I couldn't stop thinking about him. I mean, I don't even know his name!

Plus, since that class, I couldn't even see him anywhere. It's like he disappeared...