CHRIS My phone call with Sav didn’t go the way I’d hoped. I couldn’t believe that just when I’d finally found her again and faced my feelings for her, it was going to be over. I’d come home the night before, sulking about her not trusting me as much as I wanted her to. I’d been hurt, both by her and Sean. I wallowed in it a little. And then I’d decided I was being an i***t. Trust wasn’t something you couldn’t flip on and off like a light switch. I’d hurt her years earlier without meaning to. And she knew my history with women. So did Sean. Our relationship was still new. And Sav had been a virgin before me. I realized I was expecting a lot from someone who’d always been insecure about herself, at least when it came to men. I needed to be more patient than that. She’d trust me compl

