~Soren~
Holly is straddling Felix.
She's raking her fingers through his hair, he's got his hands around her waist and the two of them are kissing.
I can’t breathe. Can’t move. There’s nothing I can do except stand there, soaking rainwater and feeling my heart shatter from the inside out.
Then Felix’s eyes snap to mine.
He freezes.
For one dreadful moment, we just look at each other. His hands are still on Holly’s hips. His lips are still swollen from kissing her. And I—
“Soren—” Felix begins, but I’m already moving.
I turn and run.
“Soren, wait!”
I dash down the corridor, the soles of my shoes wet squeaking against the wood, my eyes watering from the tears I won’t permit myself to shed.
I make it to my room and slam the door, lock it.
My hands are shaking too much. I can hardly
