The Incubus Of Indiana

CHAPTER 5 Pt 2

you to be happy with me. We belong together. I'd set your heart free, if you'd let me. Please.

I then kindly tell him: I'm not going with you …. Please understand, don't be mad at me.

Alan then suddenly holds a pistol at my back)

I screamed out: Please!!!! (I screamed as Alan put his hand over my mouth)

Alan tells me: Shhh, it's okay. Just come with me, we'll get back to your home and talk about this. (He drives me to my old place)

I then asked him: Alan, I know what you're gonna do. You're gonna punish me, aren't you?

Alan answers: I have to. You went against so many rules. You have to take the pain even though you don't want to.

I then asked him: Alan please….can't I just apologize to you?

Alan answers: No. Just do as I say and follow my orders. You don't want to fight me, right?

I then say: No way, you're too strong.

Alan then tells me: Exactly. I'd beat you bloody in a sword fight. So that's out of the picture.

I then asked him: Can I go and sleep first? Please? I'm begging you, I'm tired.

Alan says: Yes you can. The punishment won't start until tonight, okay?

I then cry and say: Okay….

Alan then tells me: You have too many tears to shed to be this painfully beautiful.

There I was stuck in his trap again. This was just another love song, a dark one. I literally left my purse in his car, which he threw in the back of his trunk. That's where the poison was. Fortunately, I had a chance to access his car. After I took a nap, I was tied to a chair. I braced myself for what was to come.

I felt something deep dig into my side, he dug a needle into me. I started panting in fear. "Alan ….why?"

He then says "No questions, just deal with this. It will be over soon. It won't be that horrible, I promise you."

He then puts on another pair of disposable gloves, he gets out a wrench. I didn't know what he would use it for. I still braced myself. "Open…" I open my mouth and close my eyes shut really tight, panting uncontrollably." He grips the wrench with his right arm, he aims for my two side teeth and starts to yank and pull. I scream a little bit but he shh's me. "Shh, everything's gonna be okay. You're doing well, baby. Let me go a bit deeper, okay?." Blood was dripping on my mint-colored blouse and short skirt. I started to spot & cough up more blood as I choked on my blood as he patted my back and held a bowl under my mouth.

Alan tells me: Good girl, you did it. You dealt with the pain. Go ahead and rest, okay? I love you. (Kisses me, he was nicer, which made him a bit more scary)

He picked me up like Cinderella and placed me on the bed. He removed my blood-soaked shirt and changed me into a red nightgown. Hours later, he laid beside me and held me like a baby. I felt such a sensation that I hadn't felt him in a long time, his spell worked once again. I couldn't resist. "Don't ever leave like that again. You're too good to be true. As well as taking care of you, feeding you, bathing you, healing your bruises and stings, helping you give birth like no other midwife could ever do. I don't wanna let you go, ever. Have sweet dreams." I heard tears in his voice. I couldn't believe it. I felt one tear drop as I started to cry myself to sleep.

I then knew I'd never see my friends nor my cat ever again. I was truly saddened but felt bad for Alan even though I did nothing wrong. The next day, after he fixed me breakfast in bed, he decided to work in my garden. I followed him to the greenhouse. I thought that this could be my time to get my purse so I could end this, even though I didn't want to. "Baby? Is it okay if I can get something from the trunk? They're my pills that I take a day for an energy boost, you know?" Alan, of course, then refused. "No, I'll get whatever you need. What is it? I then replied: Alan?! Please, it's urgent. Just let me get it myself." He then replied angrily "Look, I'm not f*****g stupid. I know what you're doing, you wanna leave. Don't you?"

I then say timidly: No babe, I wouldn't. You know that. I love you.

Alan says: No! (He yelled)

I then had enough and said: You know what, just leave me alone and go away. Stop controlling my life! (I run from him and head upstairs to my bedroom)

I heard him knocking on the door. He sounded furious and I didn't know what to do. It was so hard making peace with him.

Don't make me hurt you, Cindy, open the door!

(That's when I opened the door slowly) That’s when I made a terrible mistake.

Alan then (yanks the door) What do you wanna do now, baby?

I then said to him: Babe, leave me alone please. I don't have time to fight with you right now. I mean no harm.

Alan then slaps me across the face)

Then….I did something very stupid that got me into too much trouble. I had enough and slapped him back. He then looks at me with shock and the eyes of pure hatred.

I then apologize: I'm….I'm terribly sorry. Please forgive me. Baby….

Alan then says: I guess we'll have to battle everything out. May the best loser win. (He jams me against a wall and starts to repeatedly punch me in my stomach as I gasp for air. His strength was frightening. Blood oozes out of my mouth as I painted in fear)

Help!!!! Help!!! (I say God knows how many times I get on the floor on all fours crying for help. He then starts to kick my side repeatedly. Since my period was on, he had been kicking my pelvis.

I managed to crawl away and try to open the door but he then jammed his elbow into my lower back. I felt my spine almost crack. After that, he elbowed my cheek as I fell on the bed as he and I started to grapple each other's arms, struggling as hard as I could. I spat on him but he grabbed my neck as I cried in tears like never before.)

Alan then says: I guess I won this fight. You know, baby….fights and arguments are normal in romantic relationships. Correct?

I then say said, barely unable to even move, shivering in such pain: But not like this. I thought you'd kill me. You don't know what love is.

(I was on the bed shaking out such extreme pains and whimpering)

Alan then says: I do know the other love but I prefer this one any damn day. It satisfies me more. Any more criticism?

I then tried to make it up to him and say: I didn't mean to slap you….I'm sorry….I can't take anymore….I might as well kill myself or you might as well kill me and get this over with.

Alan then asked me: So, you're now saying that I won the battle and you just gave up?

I then say: Yes. I'm done, I can't take it anymore….

Alan then says: This is really great news, Cindy. You know what that means?

I then asked Alan: What?

Alan then explains: You get to finally be my bride and lover for eternity. Not if you kill yourself, but if ….I sacrifice you. You then won't have to suffer anymore of the pain that I give you, nor any more of your tears.

I then gave up and said: Fine ….go ahead. Kill me, I'm done for anyway.

Alan then says: Okay. Hang tight, princess.

(He grabs my arm but it stings so badly from being beaten up so badly. It was those beatings where it was so horrible that I could feel nothing but white shock. He then ties me to the same chair as last time. His lethal weapon was his teeth.

He started to grow those loose fangs as his grin sharpened. I closed my eyes after he unbuttoned my dress and started to suck on my breasts. He then went down and opened up his mouth and was about to sink his teeth into my heart. Then….a miracle happened once again. Thomas)

I looked out the window after I heard him making cat noises. He pointed to a fire in Alan's car filled with smoke. Alan looked at his car while the cat smartly walked away from his grizzly sight. He then looked at me confused. "What the f**k did you do to my car, b***h?" I then said "I didn't do anything, baby, I swear. I don't know…."

Alan says: Stay here, I'll go see what's next. A broken door? Seriously Cindy.

As he left, Thomas snuck into the room and untied me. My heart was pounding out of relief. I couldn't believe it, it's like Thomas had a human mind with a heart to match. I told Thomas to go hide in the woods and find that nasty beetle and do something to it. I rushed to his car after came out outside. I ducked behind the car so he couldn't see me.

I then saw my purse on the burnt grass. My purse turned to s**t but the poison in that tiny bag remained. I stuck it in my cleavage later as I rushed back in and made it look like I was still bound. I decided to play lover girl with him since he now had it coming for his ass. He walked in and asked me "So, you wanna wait until the next full moon? That's the only way I can do this, okay?"

I then say: Okay, baby. I just wanted to tell you that I promise I'll be a good girl from now on and that I truly love you.

Alan (looks at me impressed and says) I love you too, that's what I wanna hear everyday. (Kisses me on the mouth and takes me downstairs.

(The next day, Alan went to the groceries. for course, I was locked in as usual. I got my poison out very quickly. I knew he liked to fix hot coffee after his outings, so I planned to distract him as I inserted the poison into his drink and to watch him suffer like never before.)

I added more chemicals. Salt was a good one which demons are usually afraid of. So I put the poison in his sugar cup that he often uses just so I won't have to distract him from anything.

I spent the next couple of hours watching TV in the living room. Thomas walked in and kept me decent company. I decided to fix my hot coco and continued watching my favorite shows at the time, like Jenny Jones, Dating shows and Ricki Lake. I then told the cat to go hang out in the park instead of the woods, since the woods had lions, tigers and bear….ha, oh my I guess. I saw Alan parking his car, he came with two bags of groceries. He sat them on the kitchen table and started to come towards me.

Alan says: Let me heal your bruises and wounds. It makes me heartbroken that you say you love me by looking at you like my ragdoll. Come with me upstairs, baby.

(I followed him to the bathroom)

There he grabbed pieces of cotton and alcohol. At first, on all of where I was attacked, my stomach, my right ear & my back. It stung when he rubbed me with cotton, but he shushed me, of course.

Alan says: Ah, this won't work on time. I'll just do this the old-fashioned way. (He pressed his hand on my body as a bright red color glowed up my insides. It looked like magic. Everything was gone and the stings)

I then say: How did you do all this? That's amazing.

Alan says: Something you'll never know. Just thank me.

I then thanked him: Thank you, my love.

Alan says: Of course. Come ....(He takes me outside to go for a walk.)

CHAPTER 6: SETTING UP A PLOT

I say: Just wanted to know, do they have weddings after death?

Alan then replies: Not the type of wedding you'd expect. So what's this cat you keep asking me about?

I then say: Oh he was my pet, I think I lost him or something.

Alan then states: He's very cute, I like stray cats. You know, they mean something, metaphysically.

I asked him: Really?

Alan says: Yes, metaphysically.

I then say: That makes sense I guess.

Alan asked me: Just promise me one thing, okay?

I then tell him: Yes baby, I'll do anything for you. You know that.

Alan then says: You can't see him ever again. He saved you too many times. I'm not that stupid, okay?

I then got scared and said: Baby please don't hurt him! I'm begging you …. He's a cat, he doesn't know!

Alan says: I won't do anything to hurt him. I actually think he's too cute to die from my grizzly hands, but I will lock him in your basement to keep him away from you even if it hurts me, which of course it won't.

(I was about to fuss with him but that cat did enough on his behalf, so time was left anyway for it to finally be my turn, my revenge against this babe.

It was a day later, when Alan and I came back from a long scenic ride after he fixed his car. He had placed the cat in the basement, and the cat pointed towards the kitchen, where I knew what I had to do.

Alan says: Shhh, it's okay little fella. I won't hurt you, I'll feed you food later nods? (The cat nods timidly as he's put on and sways away from Alan's grin with fear in his eyes as he exits the basement.)

I asked him: Baby? Can I talk to you for a minute? It's crucial.

Alan says: Okay.

I then told him: I think you will be okay here in this house. I mean, no killing, no sacrifice. Alan, it doesn't have to be this way. I'm begging one more time, please. We could be the healthiest, happiest couple. You just have to accept the fact this strange type of love is doing nothing but work for you and makes you like an addict. Alan, you have so much potential for a true father figure and a caring man. The way you healed me, cooked for me, how you helped me give birth made my heart sink. I know deep down in my heart that you should change your mind….(my voice starts to break up, I start to cry again. I knew this was wrong, but I had to play his game and not let him win.)

I literally got on my knees. And begged him to make up his mind soon, at least in time.

Alan then says: Okay, I'll give you a chance. I'll make up my mind sooner or later. I'm glad you love me. I was deeply frightened that you wouldn't.

I then say: I didn't know that….. I'm terribly sorry.

Alan says: It's fine. Everything will be okay. No more fights? No more provoking me?

I then reply: No baby, cross my heart. (holds her left hand on her right chest)

Alan then adds: And hope to die. (Holds his left hand on his right chest)

It was nighttime. I decided to sneak into the basement and check on Thomas to see if Alan was telling the truth, which, thankfully, he was. I saw Thomas fast asleep…."WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING OPENING THE BASEMENT DOOR?? TELL ME DAMN IT!" I heard Alan's loud voice as I screamed and shut the basement door. I was able to somehow lock it. The way he jammed his elbow towards the door made me tear up for my life once again. Thankfully, Thomas stole the basement door key from Alan. I hugged Thomas tight, just weeping myself to sleep.

I then woke up in the morning to a loud thump. He grew stronger and angrier. He elbowed the door two times and it was already about to burst. I followed Thomas out of the basement's exit door. My cat and I ran so far and fast into the woods. I was completely out of it, I had too much trauma, so until that day my right hand started to twitch sometimes out of nowhere.

The cat leads me to his place. It was a well hidden treehouse. The inside looked beautiful and enchanted with precious jewels. I then looked at the right side of the wall and saw the face of my ex-boyfriend, who was also named Thomas. It couldn't be, no way. That's fiction, not reality. I thought the human Thomas gave up on me after we broke up. So, once again, I called it bullshit. I still enjoyed the cat's company. I was there for a couple of weeks. The cat gave me $2 million worth of gold. I was thrilled, I could move across the country and settle in the islands with Thomas.

Human Thomas always liked underground tracks back in the 80's when I last saw him in the spring of 1989. He loved "Emotion in Motion" by Ric, which started playing next on the mini radio. It was spring too, everything felt magical & I didn't want that stop. Since I was broke, I was mostly frozen in shock with little reactions. I hugged Thomas and went to sleep.

Once I woke up the next morning, I heard thunder & lightning. The cat was scared, so I comforted him. I read a few magazines and books with him. I think I couldn't be wrong, maybe he was my dead ex-boyfriend & I just couldn't see it. I didn't really know, but braced myself that I would find out eventually if it was true or not. The next day, I decided to go back to Brenda's boyfriend's place with Thomas. I was walking along the path, to my dismay…. Of course, Alan was right behind me, about one block away. I told Thomas to go back to his treehouse and hide there for a while. I quickly walked on "Stay away from me!!!" I shouted as he sped up faster but still was walking towards me. (He started yanking my arm as I struggled to pull out of his grip as I cried for help repeatedly.) I then in a branch covered in thorns. I saw him peeping and that was the scariest thing I've ever witnessed. His eyes gleamed in the deep fog and his sharp teeth were visible.

I then told Alan: Oh baby, please don't be mad at me. Please, I love you with all my heart. It's true.

Alan says: I'm not mad at you nor am I gonna punish you for this. Just come with me and I promise you'll be okay.

I then say: Promise?

Alan: Cross my heart and hope to die. (He holds his hand out)

(I grab his hand as he drives me back to the house) Why aren't you mad at me? I asked him.

Alan then replies: Why should I be at this point? It's true, you don't love me. Just say it.

I then say: Babe I …no that's not true, I'm telling you.

Alan demands: Say it!

I then say: Okay, okay! I give up the truce. I don't love you, I'm scared of you. I'm frightened….I'm panicking!

Alan then answers: I can see that. You're not the only woman that told that to me.

I then asked him: How many women have you killed?

Alan says: Oh plenty and I lost count. I'm not a simple person nor am I a typical douchebag. However, I will always be the one under control.

I then say: Why? Why Alan, why can't we just get along? I'm sick of fighting….even though this is a war, and I know I should.

Alan then says: It's quite a battle, Cindy, and you're not gonna win. You don't have the heart. I already nearly spilled your guts a week ago. Imagine what could be next.

I then asked him: You get a kick out of hurting girls, don't you?

Alan says: Yes I do. It excites me, I love to hear a pathetic b***h like you scream and be helpless. It's such a pleasure I feel deep down inside of me. It's a powerful feeling and I won't let go of it.

I then asked him: I see….and you don't really love me either, don't you?

Alan answers: Correct, you and me both chief. I just LOVE to see you hurt and bleeding tears.

I then say: You're sick….(I whimper again)

Alan says the word thankyou in a very cheeky fashion as he continues to drive me back home.

I then say: All this time, you lied to my face.

Alan replies: Oh yes and like I'm giving a flying rat's ass. The more I hurt you, the more my beauty status.

I then asked: So your looks are all you care about. Hugh?

Alan then acts fresh, messing with his hair and looking in the mirror. Oh yes, in fact, I look a lot better than the average female. I am in fact very fit and slim.

I then ask: Unlike me? (That's when anger started to creep up on me. I couldn't wait to see him finally choke to death)

Alan then says: Well, yeah, but I happen to like curvy women. The more meat, the more I have to eat. Even the autonomy of a pregnant woman makes me hot. Is that so surprising in this day and age?

I then say: Yeah well, I tried so hard to lose weight after birth control pills.

Alan then replies: Thank God you kept it. I don't know why you're offended. Pfft, the extreme sjw's are going crazy and this is coming from a man of the occult. Confusing s**t, isn't it?

I then say: Well, I can't blame you there, but they wouldn't want to meet a disgusting man like you. How does a demon even know about politics?

Alan then explains: I've been around when women were burnt alive by villagers, not surprised. Demons control most of politics, believe me. In fact, I'm all about politics, in other words, GAME. A battle between a man and a woman is what you're dealing with right now. Who's more in control? You or me?

I then say: You are.

Alan then says: And only because you're pathetic and a depressing daughter. Your parents never loved you like I do. Love to be in control is what I meant.

I was then saddened but the last thing he told me: Don't say that….(crying)

Alan says: Oops, I just did. (he gets smart and thanks me out of the car) I wanna see you hurt, Cindy. It gives me such power and I'm not gonna stop. You'd have to fight again in a duel.

It was a day later, on a gloomy spring morning. I woke up and decided to do it. I sneaked out of his bed while he was sound asleep. I went downstairs to the kitchen and snuck the poison in his sugar cup. I decided to add an extra drop of salt out of pure anger. I did, and went back upstairs. Hours later, of course, he came down with his robe on. I put on our favorite song and played the piano for him, trying to cheer him up. He smiles at me and kisses me. We hold each other. I decided to cook breakfast since this would be our last time with each other.

"Baby, I know we got off on the wrong ton of stones but I just wanted to cheer you up today. That's all.

Alan then says: Thank you, I don't even know what to say.

I then stated: Of course, you're my baby. I want to treat the man that I love very especially.

Alan then says while making his coffee. How flattering, sweetie.

Cindy then says: You look fine in that red robe.

Alan then answers: Thanks, Hun and you look beautiful as always.

I was thrilled to watch him drink that. I could be free from all this once and for all. Suddenly, I see Alan with a confused look on his face, he starts to cough a little and pound his chest. "Hugh, too salty. I'll go make another one."

I looked confused but I guess it had to kick in. I believe the priest told me it would take between 45 minutes to 2 hours. Guhh, I wanted time to hurry.

Alan says: So your birthday is tomorrow. I have a present I want to show you.

I then thanked him: Really? Aw, that's such a sweet baby.

Alan says: Of course, I remembered. Come on, get dressed, I'll take you there. It's hidden in the woods.

I then say: That's an unexpected place to hide a present, Alan. (I say uncertain)

Alan says: Believe me, it's nothing horrible. Just trust me. Okay? Everything is gonna be alright.

I then still play along and say: Okay, baby.

I started to get dressed and he dressed, put on his winter gloves, leather jacket and hat. We walked out and hopped in the car. It was 30 minutes after he drove me on a scenic ride. I then asked him.

I asked him: Baby, where are you taking me? I'm scared.

Alan says: Don't be, your present is just a few minutes away. Hold still.