I’m ruined.
I’m ruined for good. Now that I confessed everything to Marcus, I have nothing to do with him. I needed to hide from the embarrassment. I’ve been in school for a week avoiding him and Sophee, and fortunately for me, I’ve been consistently successful with it. It was a good thing that Hikaru wasn’t affected much by what happened between us, or I’d be wandering around the campus alone like the loser I always was.
“Are you sure you’re okay with this?” he asked.
I nodded and smiled at him. “Of course, I am Karu-kun.”
“As long as you think it’s right.” He pats my shoulder and smiles.
I know I told myself to tell him personally, but it’s just so awkward to face him right now. I feel like I shouldn’t be the one confessing just because it’s what the society has been used to—for gu
