As I was staring at Ian I realized he has
as walked to my side." As I saw Lily from
from across the sweaty crowd I can't
help but notice how incredibly gorgeous
she looks tonight, not that she's always
not pretty but tonight was something
really something else.
I have had a crush on her for years now
but I dare not make a move on her cos
one of our Bro code is not to go for
any of our sisters or ex's but knowing
we don't date everything was cool until
I started having crush on Lily.... I always
manage to control my myself around her.
But tonight I don't know if it the alcohol
and drugs in my system that make me
approach her or the fact that the dress
she was wearing was showing all her
beautifully curves that really Left
nothing to the imagination....".Ian thought
to himself"....." thank u Ian" I responded
to him....." did u came alone?".... he ask
...." No I'm with Matilda, she left to get
us something to drink but never came
back".... I responded....." Oh ok, will u
mind joining me outside then it kind of
a bit hot in here?" ..... he asked...." sure"..
I responded and he led us to the back.
I really don't know why I'm drown to Ian
my brother already told me not to make
friends with him and have really done
my best to stay of their way but tonight
everything seems different I can't really
say exactly what it was but I just kind
of feel drown to him and I'm sure my
Asher won't like it at all, but I might as
well enjoy his company tonight since
my brother doesn't even notice that I'm
here and only friend also ditched me for
God knows what.
" sorry I didn't asked, what u will like to
drink? since ur friend didn't come back
with it I might as well just grab us
something real quick, since u don't drink
too? "..... he asked...." water is fine"....
I said... He laughed and said oh come on
I'm sure this is ur first party so why don't
u also try drinking for the first time as
well u don't have to worry I will get u
something light, cos we don't want
Asher to kill me, do we?...... I laughed and
said Asher didn't even notice that I'm
here tonight.... we saw him earlier
making out with Alice..... "Yeah they
hookup a couple of times back which
I'm sure Alice want to get back to it"....
he said...." I just inhale"..... " don't worry
I will be right back, going to get us a
drink, don't go anywhere.".... he said...
" Ok " ...... I said.
Few minutes later he returns back
with 2 cups in his hands handling me
one saying it a mixture of vodka and cola
while his is short.
As I took the cup from him I was
thinking weather to drink it or not as it's
my first time, then I saw him looking at
me from the Conner of my eyes so I
raised the cup to my lips then had one
sip......" it's not that bad"..... I said to him.
Then he turned to face me looked at
for a while then respond " good u like it".
we sat in silence as I finish up my drink.
surprisingly for me I found myself
having two more cups of drinks, awhile
later I started feeling strange in my
body and head feel kind of heavy....."
Are u ok? " I heard him ask...... " Y- yes
I'm f-fine ".... I responded.
He then turn to face me again, "can I
ask u something"?..... he asked.... "sure"
I responded..... "why does it seemed
like u don't like me, cos anytime u meet
me at urs u always avoid eye contact
with me n rush as quickly as u can to
ur room."......." I never hate u, it just Asher
told me not to get close to u, and u know
how he can be that's why I always avoid
you".
He look deep in thought but u could
see the look of hurt in his eyes I don't if
what I said is what hurt him or
something else is bordering him so
asked..." Are u Ok u look deep in
thought is everything okay with you?"....
" Yeah I'm fine, something just crossed
my mind."..... he responded..... But he
kept looking at me and that kinda makes
a bit uneasy..... " what?".... I ask him
" you are so beautiful".
A look of surprise on my face as he
reached in closer to me circling my chick
with his thumb I was flushed and chick
is as red as a tomato..... I looked up at
him surprised in silence I didn't say
anything neither does he.
Few minutes later he moved back
and turned his back at roughing his hair
with is hand as he did that out of
frustration he got up on his feet n started
to walk away, I was confused as to what
is what is happening so I did the only
thing that came to my mind n I run
after him.
"Ian wait".... I shouted. And he stopped
on his track as I catch up with him
he refused to look at me so I turned him
so his facing me now.
" what's wrong Ian ? did I do something
wrong?"..... I asked...." No u didn't" he
responded...." then why did you leave?"
I asked..... " u don't understand" he said..
I stood there looking at him as he
keep on talking and I did the the one
thing I never thought I would do... I
put my index finger on his lips to make
him shut up as my finger made
contact with his lips I froze looking into
his beautiful ocean blue eyes.
" You don't have to worry Ian I
understand you"....... I said to him and
remove my hand from his lips.
"Can we keep this conversation
and this little moment we had
between us please Lily?"...... he asked...
" r u saying u want me to lie to Asher"....
I asked..." No but he can't know yet
or our friendship will be on the line....
I don't want to lie to him either please
Lily..... I like u n it something he won't
agree on cos it against our Bro code"....
he said...." I like u too"...... I said shyly.
He was surprised to hear my response
but I really do like him so I reassured him
I will keep it a secret for now..... He
come close to me and hug me, I felt
safe with him..... As the alcohol started
to take effect on me, he offered to take
me home so just send Matilda a text
telling her I'm heading home.