What's happening
1097 Words
Robin's pov
"no" I said before running away, if he kept making physical contact with me like that I was gonna go insane. him slapping my ass made me want him so f*****g bad it wasn't fair. damn what even was that, I don't think I've ever seen him slap anyone's ass, but I know he's an ass man so idk why I'm surprised. I definitely wouldn't have expected such a hard slap, he's supposed to be just a friend WHY is he slapping my ASS now . and WHY did I f*****g love it. pretty much the rest of the day I was just destracted thinking about how much different Cam had acted today "maybe he isn't as sweet as I actually thought, idk but if he keeps this up idk if I'll be able to stop myself from throwing myself at him and I don't want to be a freak. he's the ONLY person who's opinion I even give a s**t about, and he likes someone else anyways so I might have to start keeping my distance." it made me sad knowing that he skipped breakfast to talk to some girl and I didn't even know who it was. am I gonna spend the rest of the year scilently jealous of his new girlfriend, what kind of friend gets jealous of their best friends girlfriend, he deserves to be happy. I can't let myself being jealous f**k that up for him. After worrying about that all day I get home and see a message from cam "can I come over to your place and chill, my dad is being a d**k" panic hits me, realizing my room is trashed again, so I start cleaning a little before I even reply. almost halfway done I message back "sure, my address is..." he has actually never been to my house. I'm poor and my room is always a mess so I don't really invite people over, but I can't tell him no either because I honestly really want to see him outside of school. almost to the point of my room being clean, I throw the last few items around to make it look like I didn't just clean for him before he got here. I give myself a few minutes to let my heart stop racing and then I hear a truck pulling into my driveway. calm down,stay calm, breath, I open the door and it's him. and f**k does he look amazing. "my rooms in here" I say while walking to my room as he follows me. trying my absolute best to keep my brain from trailing off to thinking about sucking his d**k. "I wish I knew why you are so f*****g attractive to me." I thought to myself. while walking into my room he grabbed my f*****g sides again and I swear if doesn't Stop doing that." for f**k sake cam you're killing me today. " I didn't say anything, and he just sat down on my bed as if he had already been here before. I notice his eyes go almost immediately to the drawer that I keep my vibrator in and it almost looks like a smirk on his face, which makes my face go red even though I know he has no idea what's in there."you good? " he asked noticing my expression " I'm fine, just never had anyone over before". " damn really, I'd have thought you had all sorts of bitches" he jokes. " yeah totally, all the bitches" I joke back. not really knowing what to talk about, we were kinda quiet and in our phones the whole time. it made me nervous but it felt nice having him there anyways, even though he kept looking up at me right when I was thinking something dirty about him which almost felt like he could hear what I was thinking but obviously that's impossible. "f**k I wish you could stay here and cuddle me all night, it's gonna be dark as soon as you leave and I hate being alone." I thought. "hey I know it's kinda weird, but do you think your parents would mind if I stayed the night here, I was just messaging my neighbor and aperently my parents are yelling and s**t and I think it would be smart not to go home and get in the middle of it" ... " I'll ask, hold on" my parents didn't give a s**t at all, and they did know who can was and honestly didn't expect us to be doing anything like that but they wouldn't have cared even if we did, they were not against teens having s*x they just wanted me to use protection of course." they said it's fine, you can sleep on the couch if you want or you can sleep in here, just don't make it awkward for me" I warned him hoping he would stay and make it awkward."yeah I probably won't actually sleep much so I'll just stay in here for now. you can lay down though I won't keep you up." he didn't lay down next to me and it would have been weird to ask him to, but having him in there made me feel more comfortable than normal, I was able to turn my lights off and fall asleep with him sitting at the foot of my bed. I woke up though surprised, at some point while I was sleeping he DID lay down beside be, not even just beside me, I was completely in his arms and his head was rested on my neck. I could feel his warm breath on me, and (I swollowed) noticing his morning wood pressed up against me and the fact that I was already insanely turned on, my underwear were damp and now I had to wake him up for school. I tried moving without him noticing but then he tightened his grip "no you're f*****g mine" he grumbled still half asleep, and me trying to wiggle away woke him up "uuuh, the bus will be here in about 40 mins do you even have any clothes to change into?", "yeah that's why I brought my bookbag" he answered casually smiling big, "wait did he plan on spending the night last night... nah." I started getting a little suspicious. how did he know he would need clothes if he didn't know he would end up staying. "want me to drive you to school?" f**k yes, I hate waiting for the bus alone. "hell yeah"...
best sleep Ever.
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