So f*****g worth it
1025 Words
Cam's pov
my body was on f*****g fire, I knew when I turned 16 that the next full moon would be, well painfully to say the least, but nothing could have prepared me for this. I never got sick, so having a high fever that wasn't even gonna go away with medication like normal people was torture enough. I honestly felt like I was going to die for the first day, my blood was boiling and I could feel the creature inside me screaming to escape. I had to skip school because this isn't something you can sit in class through, I was changing and I was going to be a wolf for the first time tonight. my dad had prepared me the best he could, but he told me there wasn't gonna be much he could do for the pain. my whole life he had explained so much about us being wolves, having mates, having the ability to mind link, being able to shift without a full moon once I got used to shifting and got good at it. I had been excited waiting for what I knew would be a new life. not that I was going anywhere, but I was turning into something badass, but this ... this was NOT worth it. during the last few hours of the day as it was starting to get dark my dad made a bath of ice for me to sit in "this is gonna hurt like a b***h so you'll wanna sit here and numb your muscles as much as you can" my body screaming in pain I couldn't even manage to say anything, I just stepped in "f**k, aaah, f**k, aaah" I growled, feeling my bones about to s**t. "dad I don't think I want this s**t anymore" "I know son, I know." my dad said with potty in his eyes, but then shifted in front of me and left me to be alone. I was glad, because I hate people seeing me in pain. Crack, snap, Tat, crack. my bones began to break and shift. "FUUUCK" before I knew it I was on four paws "s**t that wasn't as bad as I expected, the damn fever was worse" I thought "hey man, I'm Keith, I'm your new wolf" I heard from a voice in my head, and then I smelled the most amazing smel. it was faint and at first neither of us had any clue what it was so we just followed it. the lovely smell of honey and cinnamon took me quite farther than I'd expected, as I approached the unfamiliar house miles away from my own I went to look inside the window that seamed to be where this smell was coming from "mate" said my wolf before I could even see who was inside "that's our mate" he said again. and I was thrown off completely, it didn't take me long to realize who it was, And I'm honestly surprised I never thought of her like that, she was f*****g beautiful, her green eyes with flecks of grey and brown suddenly becoming the most sexy thing on earth. but what threw him off even more, was that he could hear her thinking, her lips clearly not moving and he knew that wasn't supposed to happen unless he marked her, but that didn't stop him from listening in "why can't life me easy, and why can't I get off unless I think about someone being aggressive and dominant, and why him, god why him. I could want anyone else, and I wouldn't care if I couldn't have them, anyone else." holy s**t, did she just... before he could process what he heard she saw him s**t I gotta run he ran hoping she didn't realize it was him, but knowing that in wolf form she couldn't have. running he he thought about what she was thinking that he was never supposed to hear. and he couldn't help but be extatic that she had been thinking about him, and thinking about his d**k at that. when he got home he shifted back, it was even easier than the first time and now he was no longer burning from the inside out, he was just painfully hard from thinking about whatever Robin must have been thinking of BEFORE he had gotten there so f*****g worth it. he thought about going back earlier tomorrow night but decided against it because he knew she saw him, and he didn't wanna scare her even if he did wanna watch her touch herself and listen in on all the dirty thoughts she had about him. he might not be able to do that but he could at least jack off to try and calm his erection. he got in the shower, thinking about what he would do if she were in there with him, and stroking his c**k until he finally came and it washed down he drain. late on his dad had gotten back finally, it was late and he probably should have went to sleep already but he needed to ask his dad something so he waited. "dad has there ever been anyone who could do a mind link without marking their mate." ... "well, warewolves can't mind link anyone outside their pack unless their mated, but sometimes if you're mated to a human with strong energy you can kinda read their mind. not like a mind link but also not like just mind reading either, the human mates has to want you to hear it kinda like a mind link, but they won't be able to hear you unless their turned which can be dangerous. some people think that's why the goddess let us hear some things sometimes even without marking. but I've never met anyone who actually could, just heard of them from friends who are mated to former humans that they have already turned. if I had a human mates I wouldn't want to turn them, it hurts more for them their first time too." " yeah I wouldn't wish that on anyone, I'd never do that to my mate".
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