Lou I have never in my entire life... touched a woman like I did last night. The way her body moved against mine to the lustful gaze she gave me every time she looked at me. I was in pure awe at this woman's beauty and willingness to do something she was afraid to do. Yes taking cold showers to calm my arousal sucked, but if it made her feel safe, knowing I wasn't going to do anything to harm her then so be it. Tan would rather me beat my meat to the thoughts of her, but I didn't want to violate that trust. She could hear my thoughts and I, hers. I absolutely adored her strength and was glad I could help her create new memories through an experience she pushed for. The one thing that did worry me was if she was going to feel sort of pain... Giving her a way out definitely helped ease h

