Can't wait to grow up
Can't wait to have relationships
Can't wait to avoid settling down
- Jacqueline
Since I was a teenager I modeled, busying my days, filling my bank account with money that I don't need. Mom had been adamant that I use my time wisely, education, social gatherings, and occupation where I can make a name for myself. Be noticed, be admired, be a valuable woman who one day men will want as their trophy wife.
Just like her.
I would look at mom and imagined what will my future be. I was confident that I don't want to be like her. I didn't want to be married to a husband who wants their wife as a decoration to his mansion, married to the kind of man who cheats every time, just because they can. In a way, I think mom loves dad, and it saddened me that I don't think he's
