The car was quiet.
Not the kind of quiet that makes you think. The kind that presses down on your chest, makes it hard to breathe. The only thing you hear is the hum of the engine and Matteo Romano sitting way too close.
I pressed my hand to the window, watching the lights of Milan smear past. I should’ve been thinking. Planning. Running through ways to get out. But my brain had gone on strike.
Matteo didn’t speak. His eyes were fixed on the road, sharp, unblinking, like he could see through the streets and straight into my soul.
I swallowed. My throat dry. Finally, I said it.
“Why… why am I like this to you?”
He glanced at me, quick, sharp, then back to the road. “Like what?”
“Like… I don’t exist. Or like I exist just to..” I stopped. Couldn’t finish. Felt small. Pathetic. Trapped.
“Exist to pay your debt,” he said, like he knew exactly what I was thinking. Not cruel. Just facts. Like I was nothing more than a line in someone’s ledger.
I leaned back in my seat, closing my eyes. He was right. Every nerve in me screamedfear, frustration, and something else I didn’t want to admit.
“You think you’re safe because Marco smiled at you tonight,” Matteo said, finally looking at me. “Because he touches your arm. Talks to you. That’s a game, Isabella. You’re a pawn.”
I flinched. Marco… smiling. Laughing. Easy, warm. I’d believed for one stupid second that it meant something.
Matteo didn’t give me time to think. “You don’t understand him. He doesn’t care about you. He wants me to bleed. He wants me to lose control.”
I swallowed hard. My fingers dug into my knees. “…And you… you don’t?”
His eyes stayed sharp. “I don’t play games. I own them.”
I should’ve been scared. I was. But… something else churned under my skin. Frustration, anger, lust. My body betrayed me before my brain could catch up. He saw it, of course. His eyes scanned me, calculating.
The car slowed at a turn. I gripped the seat. Matteo’s hand landed on mine, not gentle, not soft. Just… warning. A tether I couldn’t cut.
“You will stay away from Marco,” he said. Commanding. Not asking. My heart slammed against my ribs.
“I…” I choked. Couldn’t even finish. I wanted to yell. To tell him I wasn’t property. But my voice got stuck.
“You don’t get to make the rules,” I whispered finally. Weak.
Matteo’s thumb grazed my hand. “I do.”
I didn’t argue anymore. My fingers went limp. My heart was still beating so fast it hurt, caught somewhere between fear, anger, and something else I didn’t want to admit.
The car stopped. The tower. Thirty-second floor. The tiny room. Cheap furniture. A cage. Gilded maybe. Still a cage.
I slid out, trying to hold onto whatever dignity I had left. Matteo followed, quiet, always a shadow behind me. I wanted to turn, to tell him to leave me alone. But his eyes caught mine, storms, quiet but deadly. I froze.
“You stay here tonight,” he said. “Tomorrow… your training begins.”
I wanted to argue. To tell him I wasn’t ready. But I didn’t have the fight left.
“I… understand,” I whispered. Tasted like defeat.
He nodded once. Short. Final. Like the world had shrunk to him, to his rules, to this cage. Then he left.
I collapsed onto the bed. Hands clutching my hair. The city lights mocked me, sparkling like they were laughing. My chest ached. My heart, God, my heart, felt like it was in two places at once.
With Marco.
With Matteo.
I hated them both. I wanted to run. To disappear. To scream until nothing was left. But I couldn’t. Not really.
Because even as I wanted freedom, I couldn’t deny it.
I was theirs.
And the cage… it wasn’t going anywhere.
I pressed my face to the pillow, wishing I could vanish. Wipe away the warmth of Marco’s touch, the fire of Matteo’s stare. But they were carved into me now. Every look. Every word. Every dangerous, beautiful piece of them.
And I knew something. Something terrifying. Something thrilling.
I wasn’t just a pawn.
I was the center of their war.
And when the game started, I didn’t get a say in the pieces.
All I could choose… was how much I survived.
And maybe… how much I burned in the process.