That evening, my eyes struggled to stay open. Lycaon was frustrated with me about the lack of effort I had put in to s*x but even Aphrodite's essence was fatigued. Reeling over the past few weeks' events, the surreal circumstances around my birthright blessing felt like I had travelled through time. From the older and more traditional ways of Red River to the modern-day world of my very own Arcadian Pack. Those ways I could relate and have found easy to navigate, but moving forward into the City, where everything is bigger, more advanced and a lot more open minded, I have struggled. I think I had tried far too hard to be a City siren, I was excited but realised I was just a young woman that needed a little more life experience to handle such a place. As I lay upon the bed, I looked up to

