Today is the day. I should be more excited for orientation day, but I'm not. This is the first time I have ever truly felt alone. Don’t get me wrong, I felt alone when my mother was killed, and that’s what started my unfortunate drinking binge. Definitely not a moment that I am proud of, but now I am truly alone. Pursuing my dream career is terrific, and I could really go somewhere with it, but I am scared, and I miss everyone terribly already.
I showered quickly and did my lotion routine. Then, I decided to put on skinny jeans, my dad’s vintage ‘88 Blow Up Your Video World Tour AC/DC t-shirt, and my red platform Chuck Taylors. I put on the bracelet Frankie gave me. I still have the necklace he gave me on, and a pair of inch-and-a-half silver hoop earrings. I put my hair in a messy bun,
