Maybe Kaelin is teaching me something I didn’t really understand about my sister before. Perhaps she's not just a shitty person but has scars that I don’t understand or see despite growing up with her. An internal voice telling her she's bad, like Kaelin's does, even though everything they do shows the opposite. They don’t use words or hugs. They act in anger sometimes, they push people away, yet glimpses of good are always there, My heart starts swelling with adoration, and I sniff back my joy and relief that he’s not going to leave me again. He can never admit he isn’t such an ass as he pretends to be. How many times has he parted ways with me, only to come back again? He can’t keep telling me he doesn’t care about me. “The feral vampires…. have they always been here?” It's an aftert

