Belonging into something gives someone a purpose, a path to walk through and a reason to live.
There’s nothing much going on with the brotherhood. Everyone is busy with a task and newbies aren’t allowed to know what they are. The second month in the Shadow World becomes monotonous with ordinary school stuffs. And I am starting to feel like we are chasing invisible leads. I let Malus be my mentor and push me twice in a week to near death experiences, I also joined his secret club and even let myself be burned alive yet I haven’t heard him mention anything about the Blade of Despair. Maybe it doesn’t exist at all and we are just wasting our time. Maybe the professors made a crucial mistake.
Ugh!
I am extremely bored. I cannot stop thinking about my Furby, what if I come back to the prese
