@FactSoup: "Everyone wants happiness, no one wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain." >>>>>>> Have you ever been so stressed out to the point where you're actually calm, like you've accepted your fate? that's where I was right now as i forced myself to stand up in that elevator. Although i felt broken and bruised inside, i would not let him win and break me. I had finally had enough of men, letting them in, only for them to mess with my feelings! I wish i had not dived in quickly and fallen deep for him. He had taken my light and drained it all down. From now on i would never let myself be that vulnerable ever again. If i had to spent my whole life single then i was going to gladly do so. After getting out, i walked and headed for the r

