*** - Vanessa, honey, I didn't take advantage of you. He pulled me to his chest. I couldn’t resist his touch, though I was seething with anger, eager to inflict pain on him. Physical pain. I stared into those muddy green eyes of his, motionless, like a fly caught in a net. - I let you use me. - You let me use you? I felt my eyes fill with tears. Poor orgasms. f**k. - What do you mean? He wrapped his palms around my face and wiped my tears with his thumb before answering. -That means I wanted to help you and give you whatever it took to make you feel better. - Orgasms are not listed in the patient care manual. I couldn’t look into anything but his eyes because he was holding me as if he didn’t intend to let me go soon. I was ashamed, wishing I ought to appearance away, however h

