CHAPTER 69
See what I mean about gaping holes in the storyline? I don’t know if Chris got into the accident leaving the hospital or trying to come back later in the day. I don’t know if he was so distracted that I’d left him that he wasn’t driving safely, or if it was one of those bizarre coincidences.
Someone who hasn’t lived through the ecstatic beginning all the way to the explosive end of a tumultuous marriage might expect me to feel relieved.
I actually had a counselor suggest that once. “Did you feel safer knowing he couldn’t bother you or your child anymore?”
Yeah, last time I talked to that quack.
Because my husband died thinking I’d walked out on him. Which is what I was planning to do, but in the back of my mind I knew there might eventually come a time for reconciliation.
