Chapter Fifty-One
Lilah
During my time sitting on the boat waiting for John to return from his dive, I have an opportunity to reflect on our experiences over the last eight days. I’m head over heels in love with him, smitten. This is the guy, I’m convinced of it.
The only thing is; I have to consider my future as well. I know I don’t want to go back to work. I want to start a normal life and a family with him, and traveling the way that I do is not a way to start a family. I don’t know what I can do as a career. John mentioned some options but I’ve never been in charge of other people. I’ve always been a normal employee and I’m not sure if I can be a good manager or owner of a business. Although the idea of having my own traveling agency is intriguing, I wonder if I’d be able to do it.
