Jarvald If it's only been a day, and I couldn’t help it, I would be the joker if I lied to myself that I felt better. I should have seen her, maybe just once, what if she knew I was around and didn’t get to see her. It was already disrespectful enough to have casted her away like that, but I should have seen her, but Alpha Dino was strict, and I knew the territory of a wolf and moreover the territory of the alpha without being told. So as he demanded that she remained out of sight I just had to, but what hurts now was how stupid I felt for not taking Amos stupid idea. There was probably a window outside that I would have taken a peek from, he might not have caught me and if he did by any chance… well I had no idea what will happen after that But at least it was better than not giving i

