I was excited for tonight as I drove over to Sam's house, he text me the address and told me it would be best to meet him over there since he was preparing. I couldn't wait to see his home, and finally just have some us time. I pulled up the the tall gate and entered the code on the pad and the gates opened to let me in, I drove in and parked my car getting out. I fixed my dress, it was a short black cocktail dress, the top was haltered and felt like it alone was pushing my breast together and up. it hugged my curves beautifully and made me feel confident about my body. My strappy black heels making me feel talker, Cassidy did my makeup and gave me a smokey eye. My curls were pinned and falling in some places, I truly felt like I'm not just a mother. I was also feeling very co

