I looked at him biting my lip as I focused on unscrambling my brain and what I should say. There was so much going on in this situation between us. He held so much from me and I didn't know how I was suppose to handle this situation in a way that was going to benefit us moving forward together. His words being everything I want, but I've been through so much from my past relationship that I did not know if forward at this time was the right answer. How would I heal.
"Those are words, but how am I suppose to deal with this situation. I'm hurting, this is not where I thought our relationship was going." I looked down wiping my eyes, I felt like I was breaking my own heart at this point. But I couldn't go through the ache of him being with another woman and me having to be around i
