Not edited Don't always think why is this happening to me?why only me?I can't do this and I can't handle it anymore. Why do you think so low of yourself? Don't you know you are brave?you are kind?Allah created you, you are unique in your own way, you have gone through what others haven't been through, you have reached so far, always count your blessings, you are awesome, who believes with me in this? Mrs Asya. "Do you have fever?" I asked as he still caged me between the wall and himself. "Is it hard to believe that I feel something for you and I care for you ?he asked and I denied. Why was I being so shy?so nervous all of sudden? Is it wrong to ask for more than care and trust from him?I want love, his love and to make our bond the strongest so slight misunderstanding don't make o