CARLA (NATALIE) I had no idea how Jen knew about what was happening, I just saw her beside me out of the blues. She told me was screaming my name but I wasn’t listening or answering her. She was right actually, I couldn’t bring myself to listen to anything or think straight at this point. I just wanted to be with my child, Elle and I couldn't understand why they kept telling me I couldn’t be with her. Jen dragged me out of the emergency ward after our hospital’s head pediatrician assured me that she would take special care of Eleanor before instructing Jen to take me away as if I wasn’t there. My best friend asked me if I had eaten breakfast before rushing Elle to the hospital and I shook my head listlessly, telling her I don’t have the time or appetite to eat. But she persisted li

