TORY I was nervous. But I couldn't deny I was excited as well. I have prayed to God for a miracle all these years, and it was finally coming down to this. “Please, God. Let this work at the first try. I am imploring you to make me see my family again, my kids.” I prayed in silence as the first thing that came to mind were the twins. They were the most important thing in my life apart from Freddie and I want to see them grow up into the young adults they will soon be. To be able to help Christal get prepared for her own wedding with the man she loves, to help Chalmer with any girlfriend problems he might have. To be there for them when they’re feeling down. To look into Freddie’s eyes as he makes me his, as he shows me how much he loves me. Five years of pain, of torture. Of loss.

