I didn’t know how long I had been gripping onto Jonas, but time seemed to freeze as soon as my arms wrapped around him tightly. I had almost lost him, I whispered inside of my head. Just the thought of it made my head spin and my heart clench up. I couldn’t imagine a life without him in it. It was a strange feeling, I barely knew him, I used to know him, but that was a long time ago and now that we were here getting closer again, it felt right, it felt comfortable and safe and all I wanted to do was get to know him more. I couldn’t understand the feeling, nor could I put it into words. So, I decided to just let it be, there was no harm in letting a man like Jonas into my life, as long as I was careful. My parents had given me the freedom to choose whom I wanted to marry but that didn’t m

