That doesn’t mean I like hearing it, though. “I remember,” I nod with gritted teeth. “She was strong,” Cillian continues. “But it takes a different kind of strength to live this life. To be a don’s daughter. To be a don’s wife.” “You make it sound simple.” “It won’t be,” he acknowledges. “I’m just saying… it may not be the hell you’re imagining.” He brings up a good point. Is “hell” what I’m imagining? Before I can figure it out, one of my guys ducks in from the cockpit and informs us that we’re landing soon. We buckle in. Half an hour later, we touch down. I feel a small bubble of relief now that we’re back on familiar territory. The mission went as smoothly as it could have. But now comes the hard bit. I walk over to Esme, who’s still sleeping soundly. Her breathing is soft an

