Am I owned?

What is happening?

I became surprised to hear what he just said and turned my head towards him. We are so close that I can just kiss him right now. I am staring at his lips too intently and then I realised what am I doing and looked him in the eye.

But that was a wrong move because what I am seeing in his eyes is the same heat that iam sure must be reflecting in mine.

Iam so wet for him

And the weird part is that has never happened with me before. Iam a virgin and has never been turned on by a guy. And then I meet him and its just been a week since I met him and there is so much s****l tension between us. What is wrong with me?

This is wrong on so many levels, firstly he is my boss, secondly iam here to focus on my work and nothing else, thirdly from what I have gathered he is kind of a playboy and fourthly, I don't even know him. And most important HE IS MY BOSS.

With all of this going in my head I didn't realise when he came closer and started kissing me. I was shocked at first but then I started reciprocating. He is such an amazing kisser. I am so wet for him right now and never in my life have I felt this kind of need for anybody.

His hands are in my hair and my hands are on his shoulders. We are both kissing each other with such frequency that I couldn't even breath. He is kissing me like he is going to ravish me. His hands move to my hips and he lifts me and puts me on his lap. And oh my god he is hard and I start rubbing on him trying to ease my ache and his. He starts kissing down towards my neck and he sucks hard on my neck and I go wild. I hold his head and bring his lips towards me and move my lips on him to show him what iam feeling. He holds my breast in his palm through my clothes and I loved that. I want him desperately.

Oh my god what am I doing I can't do this. I stopped suddenly and we are both panting.

"iam sorry, I can't do this", I said urgently.

I got up from his lap and ran towards the elevator.

He shouted my name and I think ran towards me but i left.

I ran towards my apartment, opened my door, went inside, locked my door and then slid down on the floor.

What have I done?

How will I ever face him again?

But he did kiss me first. But I reciprocated too.

What if he does that with everybody? Try to seduce his employees. Lucy did say that he has been with Sheila. Why did I have to be turned on by the only guy that is extremely forbidden for me?

I changed my clothes and went to sleep. It is 8 pm only but I just want to close my eyes for now.

When my eyes open it is the middle of the night and I start thinking about what happened. I still crave his hands on me. And iam wet. I just want to relieve this ache. I put my hand on my p***y and start rubbing it, thinking that it's him licking me. And I came so hard and so fast. I didn't realise when I passed out again but when I woke up it was morning and my alarm was shouting at me to wake up.

I took a shower and dressed for office.

I put all the brownies in the container to take with me.

And prayed to god to give me strength to face him and to let me keep my job.