The ride home was uncomfortably quiet, the cab’s engine humming softly as I stared out the window, my thoughts spiraling. Elias’ words echoed in my mind: I’m not giving up on you. On us.
Part of me wanted to believe him, to hold on to the promise of what we could be. But the image of Ms. Harper leaning into him, her smile too familiar, too confident, felt like a knife twisting in my chest.
When the cab pulled up to the penthouse, I hesitated before stepping out. The warm glow of the lights from the windows above felt like a beacon calling me home—or a trap.
I forced myself inside, the tension mounting with each step toward the elevator. The ride up felt interminable, my pulse quickening as I anticipated what awaited me.
The doors slid open, and there he was. Elias stood in the living room, his tie loosened and his sleeves rolled up, as if he’d been pacing. His dark eyes locked onto mine the moment I stepped out, and the storm brewing in them matched my own.
“You came back,” he said, his voice low.
I dropped my bag on the floor, crossing my arms. “You didn’t leave me much of a choice.”
Elias exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. “Don’t do that, Zahra. Don’t make it sound like I forced you.”
“You didn’t,” I admitted, though the words were clipped. “But that doesn’t mean I’m not still angry.”
He took a step closer, his movements measured, as if approaching a skittish animal. “You’re angry because you care. I get it. But I need you to understand—there’s nothing between me and Ms. Harper.”
I scoffed, looking away. “Could’ve fooled me.”
“Zahra.” The command in his tone forced my gaze back to him. “I’m serious. She’s a business associate, nothing more. I can’t help how she looks at me, but I’ve only ever wanted you.”
The intensity in his voice made my chest tighten. I wanted to believe him, but the doubts refused to let go. “It’s not just her, Elias. It’s everything. This… us. It feels like I’m drowning in it.”
He crossed the distance between us in three strides, his hands coming to rest on my shoulders. “Then let me pull you out. Don’t push me away when all I want is to be your anchor.”
I stared up at him, the weight of his words sinking in. His grip was firm yet gentle, grounding me in a way I desperately needed.
“Elias…” I started, but he silenced me with a kiss.
It wasn’t soft or tentative—it was a claim, a demand for me to feel everything he couldn’t put into words. His lips moved against mine with a desperation that mirrored my own, and before I knew it, I was gripping his shirt, pulling him closer.
“Tell me you believe me,” he murmured against my lips, his voice thick with emotion.
“I don’t know,” I whispered, but even as the words left my mouth, my body betrayed me, pressing into him as if seeking solace.
Elias groaned, his hands sliding down to my waist, lifting me effortlessly. “Then let me show you,” he said, his voice low and commanding.
He carried me to the bedroom, his movements deliberate, his gaze never leaving mine. The moment we crossed the threshold, the air seemed to shift, charged with a need that neither of us could contain.
Elias set me down gently, his hands brushing over my arms as if asking for permission. I nodded, and that was all it took.
His lips found mine again, his hands tracing a path down my sides, igniting a fire in their wake. I tugged at his shirt, needing to feel his skin against mine, and he obliged, pulling it over his head in one swift motion.
The sight of him—strong, bare, and completely mine—made my breath hitch. He smirked at my reaction, his hands reaching for the buttons of my blouse.
“Fair’s fair,” he said, his tone teasing yet filled with an unmistakable hunger.
I let him undress me, piece by piece, until there was nothing between us but the heat of our bodies. His hands roamed freely, exploring every inch of me as if memorizing the map of my skin.
“You’re beautiful,” he murmured, his voice reverent.
I reached for him, needing more, and he didn’t make me wait. He pressed me back onto the bed, his weight settling over me as he kissed me deeply, thoroughly, leaving no room for doubt or hesitation.
Every touch, every kiss, was a declaration, a promise that I couldn’t ignore. Elias moved with a precision that left me breathless, his hands and lips working in tandem to unravel me completely.
When we finally came together, it was as if the world ceased to exist. Nothing else mattered but the two of us, tangled in a desperate attempt to prove that this—we—were worth fighting for.
Afterward, as we lay entwined, the room quiet except for the sound of our breathing, Elias pulled me closer, his fingers tracing lazy circles on my back.
“You don’t have to fight alone, Zahra,” he said softly. “Let me be your partner in this.”
His words were a balm to the ache in my chest, but the doubts lingered, stubborn and persistent.
“I want to,” I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper. “But it’s hard.”
“I know,” he said, pressing a kiss to my forehead. “But nothing worth having is easy.”
I closed my eyes, the weight of the day catching up to me. As I drifted off in his arms, I couldn’t help but wonder if love was enough to bridge the gaps between us—or if the cracks would eventually swallow us whole.