(FLASHBACK)
"Amanda! Jesus Christ what do you think you're doing! Come down from there" turning back slightly I saw that it was my mother that just entered my room.
"I'm tired of this house, I'm tired of you people" I muttered with a shaky voice, putting one leg out the window while the other one was still standing on the edge.
"I said come down from there right this instance young lady!"
I was standing on the edge of the window in my room already prepared to jump, I was mildly confident I wasn't going to be able to survive the fall, afterall my room was at the very top floor. Already a suicide note was placed neatly on my bedside cupboard but I'm sure my mom hasn't seen it yet.
"See this stupid girl o, so you want to jump and kill yourself so people will start pointing their fingers
