I took a very much needed shower and I combed through my hair with a little water while singing my song whoo Ella Mai is the s**t yall let me stop playing but I can sing really well but I can't be a singer because I'm majoring in becoming a pediatric. I was vibing to my favorite song by Ella Mai Not Another Love Song
I don't wanna mess this up
Could it be too much to say I'm in?Deep end, swimming in my feelings
I been here before, but it feels like I'm drowning
Sinking am I overthinking?
Tell me am I foolish to think you'd meet me here?Ohh-oh, I wanna do this again
Ohh-oh I'm going down
'Cause I know that it's you I see in my dreams
I'm going down
Let me drown over you living in my dream
(In my dreams)I love the way you do it
Don't stop, don't wanna lose it
I love the way you do it to me (me)
I love the way you do it (the way)
Don't stop, don't wanna lose it (do it to me)
I love the way you do it to me (I like the way that you do it to me)
But I don't wanna mess this up
Could it be too much to say I'm in?
I just wanna know what's up
Do you feel it? 'Cause I think I'm in (love).I hear loud ass knocking on my door so I yell out what the f**k yall want leave me the f**k alone and I lower my music to hear what the other person is saying and I hear a little voice say Daddy wants you to have breakfast with us. I open the door and I see a boy that looks seven so I'm like my bad kid what you want. He says the same thing and I was like who is Daddy cause I don't know nobody named Daddy and the kid told me Daddy is the owner of this house, I was like oh this one of my dad's kid. I told him i'll be down in a second. I walk downstairs I see my dad and his wife and their kids and some of the family friends so I'm like heller nice to er see you here, I was they look like they aint ever seen a ghetto person in they life so Imma educate them. I sit down by a boy my age he looked shy and me being I start acting like madea. I look on the table and I see a big ass egg so I'm like what kind of egg is that and a lady wearing a whole lot of damn jewelry tell me it's an ostridge egg. I felt like being funny cause it was kids my age their and they look bored as hell. I said don't tell me yall stole an ostridge's egg, did it run after yall, can I come next time yall doing it. The kids at the table just start laughing. The grown ups look at me like i'm crazy and Silvia look at me like she wanna slap the black off of me, I wished she would touch me she said River you don't have to embarrass us like that in front of our friends, I said look lady I don't know can you shut your plastic ass lips up and leave me alone to be polite I said please and thank you and I swear the teenagers at the table was cracking up except for her kids they were looking at me like they wanna kill me and i'm like b***h come on i'm a MMA fighter I could beat all yall asses.