Why do I enjoy it so much? Because I’m a sadist, some might say. But that’s just a label, not an explanation. And anyway I don’t think it’s true. Sadists just enjoy causing pain, period. I’m very discriminating. I only want to cause a specific sort of s****l pain. I’ve no interest in giving her a toothache. Only pain applied to the s****l parts of her body appeals to me: her bottom, her breasts, especially the n*****s, her cunt. And I only like that if she likes it too. That’s what distinguishes me from a sadist, my desire to excite her with pain. So, I have not the slightest interest in tormenting women who aren’t submissive, who don’t want it. But if they do want it, I want to feed their desire, make them want it more and more.
This raises the question of why, in their turn, such women
