I loved having Noah home. Things were starting to get better. I hadn't told anyone that once in a while I would wake up shaking from nightmares from the night I killed Jason. I was losing my mind trying to decide if I should tell Noah. So I decided to call Justin. When Noah was in the bathroom, I stole Jason's number from Noah's phone. We had spent the day together watching movies in the tv room, swimming and later that night we went out to dinner. I loved just spending time with Noah. We talked about Harvard and how excited he was if I got a chance to go with him. He even hinted to me being his roommate and the fun we could have. I just shook my head "yeah right," I said, "we would probably not get any studying done if that were to happen." He just snuggled closer saying "the

