KARSON I could barely sleep through the night as I tossed and turned at each side of the bed. The shocking discovery still left me in a daze. How did she cope all alone for five years but more importantly when did we have s*x that she conceived a child? My head was spinning from over thinking things and I couldn't stop the ache that came with it. My kids-- heck, am I even qualified to call them that? Irene would flip if she finds out I know the truth yet I can't stop this feeling from cursing through my veins. I want to scream the truth to everyone and have the little ones in my arms with their mother by my side. Karin and Carl. Why does that sound so much like Karson and Irene? My lips twitch into a smile as I get carried away by my thoughts. Was she thinking about me when she nam

