"A Fresh Start" Danielle & Snake A Devil's Angels MC Club Romance Novel Book 2

Chapter 11

Danielle

The last thing I remember was having the most intense orgasm of my life. And I fell asleep in Snakes arms. I slept like a baby. I wake up wrapped up in Snakes arms feeling safer than I've felt before. After the events of yesterday and collapaseing after I witnessed people getting shot and then learning they were coming for me. Then I get brought here thinking the worst about clubhouses after hearing all the crazy s**t that goes on in them and that men don't respect any woman and the women get passed around like a whiskey bottle. And wouldn't you know it the clubhouse was off the hook. Apparently it was a surprise patch in party for Link and Dragon who'd be prospects for three years. And if s**t wouldn't have gone south they would've been surprised when we got back from our overnight trip but instead the party got started without them. It freaked me out but Snake had made it clear to everyone that I was his ole lady and I was not to be touched, disrespected or any way put down and to be treated with respect.

I lay in bed with my head on Snakes chest listening to him breathe. I eventually drift back off to sleep. I dream off what my future with Snake will be like. Would we live here or would we live in my cabin and add onto it over the years as we have children. I dream of what our children would look like. I dream that we have 3 little blonde hair blue eyed girls that look like me and 2 blonde haired blue eyed boys that look like Steven. Then he appears before me with a sinister smile on his face. "You have betrayed me, I told you years ago that you belonged to me and only me, you will pay the ultimate price. I will kill you for bedding another man. You are mine I've come to take what's mine!" His voice is deep and dark and he hisses the words out. I can't move I'm frozen. He comes at me and grabs me by the neck and squeezes. I try to scream but nothing comes out. I try to fight him. My world starts to blur and turn dark and cold. My beautiful children are crying, where are you Steven, you said you'd protect me yet your no where to be found. I need your help. He pulls me away from my children. There gone and I'm dying. He's choking the life out of me.

I feel my heart beating slower and slower, finally he releases my throat but I'm falling into a deep hole. I finally scream.

I scream as loud as I can. I jump up and open my eyes. I'm still screaming I can't stop. "Dani, wake up babe, please babe, it's me it's Steven, your safe, I'm right here." I look at Snake and I see him but he doesn't seen real. After a couple of minutes I snap out of what ever trance I was in. I'm covered in sweat, my throat is raw and hurts. I look around the room blinking rapidly. I realise I'm at Snakes home. "He he found me, he took me away from you and our beautiful children, he was going to kill me cause I bedded another man. Please Steven don't let him find me and take me away from you and 6 children."

By this time I'm sobbing and tears are streaming down my cheeks. "I'm right here babe. Your safe, I won't let no one take you away from me, I'll always keep you safe."

I'm shaking so bad, Snakes got his arms wrapped around me and he's holding me tight. "It was all so real. It felt so real." I touched my throat it felt sore. "I thought my dad had found me and was taking me back to him, I tried to scream, I tried to fight him but I was to weak. I watched my world blur and begin to fade away. Oh Snake I was so scared."

" It's ok babe, your dad won't ever get that close to you ever again". " Snake, why, why would I dream of him after so long." I hadn't had a nightmare for years, why now?"

"I don't know babe, do you want me to call Doc and see if he can give you something to help you sleep, I can get him here in 5 minutes, he lives here on the clubhouse grounds. You had a big scare yesterday and you went through a lot and experienced a tramatic event?" "Do you think it will help cause I feel exhausted yet I don't want to close my eyes." He kisses my nose and grabs his phone and calls Doc. I hear him telling him what happened and how im acting, he gets out of bed and walks over to his dresser and grabs out a Devil's Angels t-shirt as he hangs up the phone, "Doc will be here in 5 minutes, I gotta go let him in, put this shirt on and just lay back and relax. I won't be but a couple minutes. I'll make you some chamomile tea and bring it to you when Doc gets here. Will you be ok for about 5 minutes?" "I think so Snake, just try to hurry ok." He leans down and kisses me "I won't be long, I promise." I lay down and he covers me up giving me another kiss. He throws on his jeans and a t-shirt and walks out of the room. I look out the window and can tell it's probably mid to late afternoon. God was I that tired, I still couldn't believe that those three men were after me, why me, what made me so special. They didn't know me, was it cause I was with a biker or was it something else. We're they sent to get me. Oh God what if my dad had sent them to kidnap me. I feel a panic attack coming on so I curl up in a ball on the bed. I started rocking back and forth and my breathing was ragged. "Shhhh, babe 8m right here. It's going to be okay." I here Steven's voice but I can't speak, all I see is blurry and distorted. I feel his arms wrap around me and lift me, I begin to feel safer slowly. I open my eyes to adjust to the brightness. I look up and I see Steven holding me, and I smile. "I I I don't know what happened." I studder out. "Hi Dani, the names Doc. Snake here told me a little about what happened today. Can you tell me why you were in a full blown panis attack when we came in here?" I look at him. Doc's an older man deep blue eyes, long gray hair pulled in to a pony tail. He's got lines around his eyes and lips. You can tell he's lived a rough life by the wringles on his forehead. I look back at Snake, "It's ok babe, he's one of the good guys, he won't hurt you. He's here to help you."

"I can't Snake, I can't tell him," I whisper to Snake. "I can give him 5he short story if you want me to, is that okay?" I just nod my head up and down yes telling him it's ok to tell Doc my story.

I hear Snake retell Doc the short version of what my dad did to me and my mom's murder them on top of the information they received today about yesterday's events. "Dam, Dani I'm so sorry you had to go through all that by yourself, if I may make a few suggestions to help you process all this?"

"Ok Doc, I've kept it bottled up for so many years that now that it's out in the open, it's like it's all happening again just in my dreams. And they all end the same way. With my dad choking me and then throwing me down into a black hole then I wake up screaming and freaked out. But this last dream involved Snake yet he wasn't there but our 6 kids were. And then my dad came and took me from them, they were all crying and scared and I tried to scream and I couldn't I couldn't breathe and I didn't have Snake he as no where." I told Doc the nightmares I'd been having.

"Ok for tonight I'm going give you a light sedative, it won't knock you out for hours but it will help you sleep. I recommend you find someone to talk to. A few therapy sessions might help. You can ask Olivia who she went to see. I'm not sure if she's seeing anyone here in Colorado but she might be able to guide you in the right direction. She went through night terrors for months and I know therapy really helped her work through it all, she also teaches yoga classes and some sort of raki classes that are a mediation therapy." Doc tells me, I can see the sincerty in his eyes as he speaks to me. "Thank you Doc I appreciate that alot, I'll talk to Olivia tomorrow." " Good good she is a great woman and the hell she went through no woman should ever have to go through. And she is one of the strongest woman I've ever met. I'm going give you a shot now, it probably will take effect pretty quickly so just relax and rest, I'll check up on ya tomorrow morning." "Ok, what time is it anyhow?" " It's a little bit after 10 at night." Snake tells me. "Dam we've been asleep all day?" "Well you have babe. I've been up and done some work on a run were doing in a few days. Trying to rearrange things so I can stay here while Jax and some the other members go on it". "Why wouldn't you go on it Snake you don't have to babysit me, I'm a grown ass woman I'll be ok for a few days while your gone. I'll stay here and go to work with Olivia and I'm sure you have someone that you can have watch and protect us while your gone. The last thing I want to do is interfere with your job Snake, I know it's club business but don't go changing your schedule around because of me." Im upset that Snake feels like he's got to put his life on hold for me.

"Babe I'd be gone for a week close to ten days and with everything that's going on I wouldn't feel right just leaving you that long alone." "Am I really alone Snake, the whole clubs not going are they?" "No it was supposed to be Me, Jax, Shorty and Gunner." "Ok so that leaves Dingo, Bone Crusher, Jr. Link, and Dragon here right?" So how is it that I be alone. No one is going to mess with me if Bone Crusher is my shadow, they'd be a complete i***t. I mean hell I can only guess how he got that name. I know how to shoot a gun very well I might say. I'm gonna be here the whole time, you've already said this place has tighter security than fort Knox. So what's that problem? And right now I need something more important than a sedative, something more physical." I pulled the covers off of me and pulled my shirt up over my head and reached for Snake "I need you and I need you now, Steven." Snake stalked towards me and I could already feel the heat pooling between my legs, "Lose the clothes Steven!" I love that lust look in his eyes. Knowing that he wants me as much as I want him. Snake removes his shirt, and jeans in a split second. His erection Bob's up and down as he takes the last few steps. He shuts the lights off yet I still see his desire. The way the moonlight dances off his chest makes me hotter than hot. My skin is flushed, I smell my arousal in the air. I feel Snake climb on the bed and crawl towards me. He smiles at me then crashes his lips to mine. I need him to take the hurt away, to make me feel whole again the only way he can.

I moaned and giggled in the dark as i feel Snakes tongue slide between my legs. I lean my head back and close my eyes, my fingers tangle in his hair, feeling the motion of his head moving around my center. The coolness of the sheets and the low spring breeze from the open window counter the heat of his body against mine. I could only stand a few minutes of his sweet torture before she grasped at his shoulders, trying to pull him on top of me. Snake moaned a few times as he lingered, his tongue flicking over my c**t one last time before he obliged to my silent orders. He traced a trail with his mouth up over my stomach and breasts. Then he kissed me, I felt my own wetness on his 5 o’clock scruff. Snake slid his hips between my legs, his aching hardness pressing onto my sensitive lips, I moaned. He laughed a low, sexy laugh that made my stomach shiver. Snake seemed to tease me for a few more moments, sliding his c**k against me without entering me, until I began to whimper and squirm beneath him. Snake dropped a hard, passionate kiss on my lips when he finally relented and pushed inside of me. I inhaled the moan he let into my mouth as he felt my warmth around his c**k. Snake began to thrust into me desperately, pulling my body for leverage to get as deeply inside of me as he could. I grasped at him, digging my nails into his back with every powerful meeting of his hips on mine. It was only a few minutes before we were both crying out in sweet release. I bit into Snake's shoulder, holding him close as I come. I felt him shudder against me, and deep inside me. I collapse against the sheets, and Snake, is on top of me. The only sounds that can be heard is our heavy breathing as it fills the bedroom. Snake lifts his head up to look at me and plantß a kiss on my lips. “That’s five—record broken.” “Record broken hard,” I say with a chuckle. “Good show, Steven.” “And to you, ma’am,” said Snake He playfully bit around my stomach where he knew i am ticklish, and I collapse into giggles until I got him finally got him to stop. Rolling off to lie next to me on the bed, steven played with her curly hair as i lay on the pillow. I yawn as snake pulls to his chest. "Dam babe you need to rest now. I need to rest, I do believe you just managed to wear me out. You drained me completely." I sleeply looked up at Snake. "I love you so much, thank you for being here for me tonight, for doing what you did. No one has ever done what you've done for me. I've always been by myself, no one to help me through life. For the last nine years I've had to figure out s**t on my own. I never got a chance to be a kid, that was taken away from me when I was six. I never had friends, hell I never even had a boyfriend. I never felt I had a life before you, but you came into my life and changed it. You've done more for me than any one person has ever done for me. Thank you."

I kissed him on his cheek and snuggled into him closer. I didn't want this night to end ever. "I love you to Dani, your my saving grace, your my angel."

Everything in my life was perfect, almost to perfect. Why did I have to go and fall in love with him knowing in the back of my mind I'd lose him if my father every found her.