"A Fresh Start" Danielle & Snake A Devil's Angels MC Club Romance Novel Book 2

Chapter 7

Danielle

Well it's been a week since I've been seeing Snake. He's here when I wake up and when I go to sleep and I've got to say I've never slept better or felt so safe in my life. It's only 7 am when I wake up and roll over to this gorgeous man in my bed God life is good. To good. I begin to wonder how soon will it all be taken away from me. I know my dad's out there hiding just buying time till he comes and takes me away. I wish I could say that it won't happen but I know my dad it's been to many years he's been in hiding I'm 21 now. I'm surprised I haven't seen him in town yet or come into the bar but then again I'm in the back all night so I don't see the customers at all till midnight then I'm so engrossed in snake I don't see any one but him. I need to tell Snake about my dad but I don't know how, it's like the words won't come out. I feel bad that I haven't told him, but I will tell him. Just hope he still wants me after I tell him that my dad r***d and tortured me for 6 years. I shake my head to clear my head of him.

Snake left early this morning after waking me up the way I love being woken up him between my legs. God I'm falling hard for this man.

I smile thinking to myself how did I get so dam lucky. I love my new job and Olivia has been training me on the bar here and there. I don't mind being in the back doing dishes, the kitchen staff is great. They pick on me constantly about my OCD but that's fine with me. They were talking in Spanish the other night thinking I didn't know what they were saying and when I told them in Spanish to knock it off and I knew exactly what they were saying. They all got red in the face and instantly apologized to me. I told them no worries but don't talk about my ass and t**s again or I'd tell Snake. The next day they sent me a bouquet of white lillies and pink panises with an official apology. Those guys are the best. Snake got all jealous till I told them I caught them talking s**t on the new female hostess in Spanish thinking no one knew what they were saying but u did so it was thier way of say they were sorry and it would never happen again. I told him in Mexican culture the pink pansies are an apology and the white lillies is them asking for forgiveness and wanting a friendship. After that Snake was fine. Boy oh boy, he's something eles. I'm falling for him and it's freaking me out. I need to call Olivia and make sure I'm not falling to hard to fast. I dial Olivia's number.

Olivia: What's up girl?

Me: I wanted to talk to you girl to girl.

Olivia: I'm actually just headed out, do you want to grab breakfast at the diner and we can talk?

Me: Actually that sounds awesome Snake left about 630 for work and I haven't eaten yet.

Olivia: ok I can be at your place in 10 minutes.

Me: Great I'll meet ya out side.

We hang up and I hurry to the bathroom and throw some makeup on and do something with my hair. Guess it's gonna be a quick braid down my back, sometimes I want to cut at least 10 inches off my har. It's been so long that I doubt I'd even miss 10 inches. I don't I'll ask Olivia. Her hair is half way down her back and it looks professionally styled all the time.

Just then my alarms go off that someone has pulled into my driveway. I look at my phone to see that it's Olivia. So I grab my purse, house keys and phone. I go through the routine of unlock my doors put my code in, shut my door lock my locks put in my code, just as Olivia pulls up in front of my porch. I have to her as I head towards her SUV. I've got on a cute pink crop top and a pair of shorts on with my wedge heals. I jump on the passenger seat and we head down my driveway. I text Snake and let him know I'm with Olivia and we're headed to the diner to grab some breakfast. He's quick to respond back, sounds good love might stop by just to kiss those sexy ass lips. I smile as I tell him any time he wants a kiss he knows where my lips are. Then I send him a kiss emoji and put my phone in my purse.

A few minutes later me and Olivia pull into the diner and grab a parking spot near the door. We walk in and grab a booth towards the back. Laura works at the diner part time and the bar part time and we sit in her section. Laura comes up and immediately we exchange hugs. She grabs us some coffee and then grabs our orders. As so as she leaves to put our order in Olivia says to me, "ok spill, what's going on did Snake do something stupid already?" I tell her "God no in fact he's done everything right, he's been amazing. He picks me up every day, sends me flowers at work, texts me a few times a day telling me he misses me and he can't wait to see me at 230. He even brought me dinner last night at work. And I'm falling for him hard and fast and it scares the living f**k out of me. I've never done this before. He's 35 I'm 21. Does age even matter in a relationship. I just know that I'm afraid that it's all going to get rip out of my life. I'm gonna wake up one day and it's all gonna be gone. I can't take that chance if he finds out that I'm happy that I'm falling in love with him he'll come and take it all away I know he will. I'm has property and he'll ruin my life if he finds out." f**k I stop and realize I just said to much, f**k f**k f**k. This ain't good. How the f**k am I going to get out of this.

"Um you want to tell me what the hell your talking about". Only it's not Olivia's voice I hear it's Snakes. "f**k Snake you scared the f**k out of me."

I go to get up to get put of the booth cause I plan on running out the door. I can't do this right, hear right now, no way in f**k but as I go to get up Snake shakes his head no at me, "Sorry darlin' you ain't going no where till you explain whats got you running scared. I saw that look you were gonna bolt, weren't you?"

I try to breath but I cant, I can't catch my breath. I feel like I'm gonna pass out. I feel a panic attack coming on. Snake sees the panic in my eyes and instantly takes his hands and starts to massage my shoulders, "deep breathes darlin, slow deep breaths, close your eyes babe, go to your happy place, slow easy deep breaths. That's it babe I'm right here, your safe, I got you. It's going to be ok, I'm right here. I feel him wrap his arms around me and somehow pulls me in his lap while we're sitting in a booth but he does it. He kisses my cheek and keeps a tight hold on me as I finally start to come back to reality. "Babe, you ok now, you better.". "I think so, it's getting better slowly."

"Ok, now start from the beginning. No matter how long it takes tell me everything please."

"Snake I know the moment I tell you, you won't want me anymore, the things in my past have kept me from having friends, from having a boyfriend, from going to my prom or senior class trip, it kept me from having a life till now. The last week that I've been with you and working at the bar has been the most amazing week I can remember I've ever had since I turned 6. The day I turned 6 my life went from ok to pure hell, I can't .. I just can't, I don't want to lose you.". By now the tears are streaming out of my eyes and I'm shaking so bad I feel like I'm going to hyperventilate. I grab my inhaler and take three puffs off of it. I turn to face Snake he cups my face and kisses me deeply. "Babe, what happened to you was along dam time ago. I don't judge people by there past hell we've all had shitty childhoods. Olivia, me, Gunner, shorty, and BC. But one thing I can say is that your past has made you the woman you are today. Your strong, I mean f**k babe you remolded your whole cabin by yourself with no one's help. Your strong enough to talk about it now. I promise you babe I'm not going a dam place. Your it foru me. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. The moment you walked into Luckys and our eyes connected I knew right then, right there I had to have you. So please babe, let us help you. We'll keep you safe and I'll protect you at all costs." Olivia has first hand knowledge of what we're about. "It's true Dani I ran and escaped from the devil himself. I married a monster who r***d me, tortured me, beat the hell out of me, sold me to the Mexican Cartel. Jax and The Devil's Angels saved my life three times. I day I met Jax when I crashed my car, after my monster of a husband kidnapped me and shot Jax I never thought I'd see him again. Just as I was dying in a dirt hole under my home Jax found me and saved my life, we got married and three days after we were married El Caprone leader of the Mexican Cartel drugged me, killed one of our own, blew have of Jax's home up and took me all because I was a twin for his dead wife but once again Jax found me, saved me and sat by my side for 5 months while I lay in coma. I woke up not knowing what happened to me and not pregnant anymore, they had to take my baby our Heaven 2 months early. I came out of my coma when Heaven was two weeks old. I had been so scared to tell Jax in fear of him running from me but he didn't it just made our love stronger. So trust me I know first hand what this group of guys are capable of and the loyalty of brotherhood they share. When they tell you they'll protect you and keep you safe at all costs they'll do it. So please Dani tell us so we can protect you." I say there hearing Olivia's story and how she spoke, you saw the pain I'm her eyes but Jax just held her as she spoke holding her supporting her the entire time.

I looked at Olivia and Jax and saw a pure true forever love then I looked at Snake, he kissed me gently and nodded "You ready babe?" As scared as I was to relive those years I one in my heart it was time. If I was ever gonna have a fresh start I needed to let go of this secret that was holding on to me. I nodded at Snake "As ready as I'll ever be."

This was going to be the hardest thing I'd ever have to do, but I felt the love and support from my new family.

"Ok, it all started pretty much the day I was born. I was born to Nancy and Gordon Childs October 27, 1999. I was a premie cause from the day my parents found out they were pregnant they didn't want me but for some f****d up reason they had me anyhow. I was 3 months early. I weight 2 lbs 5 oz and I was 11 inches long. I guess I was meant to be here or I would have died then. I stayed in the hospital for 5 months. All I remember was my parents did not want but here I am 21 years later I'm still alive and kicking. I basically survived for 6 years I think because the Hawaiian family that my parents bought thier home from took care of me while my parents worked. Right before I turned 6 thier house burnt down and they died. The cops called it arson and ruled this deaths as murders yet to be solved. My 1st grade class threw a birthday party on my 6th birthday and I ran all the way home I was so happy. I got presents and a cake and ice cream. Best day ever till I got home my mom had promised me she'd be there but she wasn't just my dad. I threw a fit and the next thing I knew was I was screaming at my dad telling him he was a bad dad and he said his sorry ass excuse of an apology. Then he said he'd give me my very special birthday present." I started crying so hard just at the thought of it, the smell on his breathe was there again. I remember ever detail of how he hurt me and just laughed in my face telling me how good I felt. Snake put his arms around my waste seeing how scared I was. "It's okay babe, your safe he's not here, he's never gonna hurt you ever."

I took deep breathe and continued. "My dad looked at me and told me that I would take his birthday present and I'd enjoy it. He proceeded to rip my clothes off of me and tie me to my bed, he um he um he r***d me over and over again . He called me a cunt and to stop my blubbering and if I ever said a word to anyone ever he'd kill mom and anyone I ever loved. And from that moment I was his and his only and no one would ever take his place. I was his property for ever." I continued to tell my story and no one said a word. Olivia held my hand and Snake held on to me and kept me from panicking. "The last thing I didn't get was I think he killed my mom. When my mom died I demanded to see the video surveillance. I watched it over and over again and then I saw it. Right after he slit my mom's throat after stabbing her over and over again. I saw his reflection in the car door. It had rained that night so the car was wet and with the way the light reflected off of it I saw my dad's face in the car door. Any other common killer would have let my mom fall to the ground but he didn't he laid her down on the ground gently held her and then closed her eyes. When he looked up I saw his face and the look on his face was, I can't even describe it, the smug bastard was smiling at his own reflection and he said three words I'll never forget I watched his mouth say "Your mine Dani". Then he ripped the money from my mom's hands and walked away with no remorse. I wonder now if he didn't kill the Hawaiian family that took care of me for years." I was done now Snake knew what I went through and all the horrible things my dad did to me. I couldn't even face him. I put my face in my hands and cried

"Thank you babe, I know that was the hardest thing you've ever had to do. But it's over now, you've got it out, now we can find this bastard and make him pay for what he did to you and your mom. I promise you babe I'll protect you." I heard his voice but I didn't respond, I couldn't stop crying.i felt Snake pick me up. I must have cried until I passed out. Cause the next thing I remembered was waking up and I was in my bed and Snake was still there. He had me wrapped in his arms. I looked up at him and he was watching me. As creepy as that sounded I felt comfort and safe, "Your still here, does that mean you don't blame me and hate me for what my dad did? Snake kissed my forehead and then lifted my chin to meet his gaze, "Babe I could never blame you or hate you, hell you were 6 years old, he hurt you, he threatened you, babe you did nothing wrong. Your dad is a sick monster who should be punished for what he did to you. I promise you babe that I'll protect you and love you for the rest of my life."

Did I just hear him right, "Did you just say you love me?" "Yeah, I did babe I fell in love with you the moment I saw you. Momma C always told us that when you find the one you'll know it immediately, with you the night she passed away she told me about you. Described you to a T. I don't know how she did it but she was right. And now that I found you I'm not letting go of you."

I took his words to heart and looked into his eyes. " Snake I need you, I want to feel every inch of you. I need to forget today if just for awhile, please make me forget today ever existed." I leaned up to my elbow and pushed myself on top of Snake until I was straddling his lap. I could feel his girth growing hard at the center of my core.

He reached out his hand and gripped my chin between his fingers, urging me to look at him. My heartbeat picked up speed and pounded against my chest. My breaths turned to shallow pants as I let him control me. My body was weak with desperation, and I grabbed onto his hand to keep from dissolving into a puddle. I was startled when I felt his hand snake around my waist. He gruffly yanked me toward him, gripping both of my hips, and lifted me onto his lap. I linked my legs around him, pressing my core onto his very erect manhood. It unnerved and excited me to realize he wanted me just as much as I did him. He crushed his mouth to mine, devouring me with a single kiss. His tongue thrust past my lips as I eagerly opened for him. Our tongues met in an un-choreographed dance: tangling, tasting and exploring each other. He tasted of beer and lust, a most delicious combination that enticed and seduced me. My body was overwhelmed, ready to combust, as his rough hand ran up and down my leg before slipping beneath my shirt. He tore his mouth from mine, dragging his tongue down my neck to my collarbone. Desire pulsed inside of me right down to my very core. I know we had slept together before but this time was different, it was as if a raw lust was over taking us both, like it was our first time touching each other. I never wanted anyone as badly as I wanted him. He continued to run his hand up my leg higher and higher till I felt his finger hook in my panties and thrust them aside. I gasped at his brazenness, but made no effort to stop him. “Are you wet for me, Angel?” I nodded, too overwhelmed with pleasure to speak. “How wet are you?” he asked. “Tell me.” He raised his head to my neck, sucking and biting at the sweet spot that only served to fuel my desire. His fingers laced in my hair, and he pulled my head back. “Tell me,” he demanded his voice rough and seeping with want. He swiped his tongue up to my ear. “I want to hear you tell me how wet you are, Angel.” Holy cow. I needed more. I was torn between embarrassment and want, as I found myself moaning, “I’m…I’m…so wet.” “Good girl,” he said, and rewarded me with a thrust of his finger into my wetness. My entire body arched back, and he took full advantage, dragging his hand between my t**s. He yanked my shirt off, and pushed my bra out of the way, dipping down and taking my already pebbled n****e into his mouth. The combination of his finger sliding in and out of me, and his tongue swirling around the tight peak, sent me tumbling toward the edge. “Mmm,” he groaned as he took my n****e between his teeth, tugging, sucking, and nipping. His hand wrapped around my back, and he pulled me down to him and flipped me on my back. My hands gripped his back and I dug my nails into his skin. “What do you want?” he asked, biting my earlobe and causing me to press harder into him. “You,” I breathed. A smirk broke at the edge of his mouth. “I need you to be more specific.” Heat flared in my cheeks as my lips parted, but no words came out. Instead, I found myself panting like a dog in heat, as I pleaded with my eyes for him to keep going. He pushed two fingers back into me, and I bucked as the delicious waves of ecstasy devoured me. He thrust in and out, a relentless assault that had my nails digging deep into his back. Too heavy with want and need, my head fell onto the pillow. Warm breath skated across my ear, I never wanted you so much in my life, “I can stop,” he stated coolly. “Please dont stop, I need you!” I screamed, unable to control myself as he worked me toward the brink of explosion.“Then tell me what you want,” he taunted, as he pulled his fingers out of my throbbing p***y. Heat coursed through me, rising up my necks and into my cheeks. “I want you…”. "As you wish Angel and with one thrust he inside me, having him fully inside me felt like an eruption, as white-hot currents of electrical shocks pulsed through me, triggering a need so desperate, I rocked my hips up and down, trying to get him deeper, if that were even possible. I wanted to savor every hard inch and relish in the way it made me feel. His fingers curled around my hips, and he held me in place, as he thrust into me over and over. My hands gripped his shoulders frantically, holding on for the ride, as he destroyed every last bit of my innocence. “f**k, Angek you’re so goddamned tight, it feels like the first time all over again. I need you more than I need air. I love you Angel” he groaned against my ear as his big, rough hands clamped onto my thighs, and he thrust back and forth inside of me the intensity of his thrusts were insane.

“I want you to come for me, Angel. I want your sweet juices all over my cock.” No one had even spoken to me so crudely, but his words enticed me, making me want him even more. My skin became sensitive beneath his touch, a weird combination of pain that gave way to pleasure. I felt a quickening deep in my belly, and, with one sweep of his thumb across my c**t, I burst apart. Convulsions wracked my body as he could only give me, the most intense feeling of pleasure I ever felt consumed and overwhelmed me. My head was swimming in an abyss of stars and fireworks as Snake continued rubbing my c**t and sucking my t**s. I was trying to get control of my breathing, as my p***y continued throbbing and pulsing around Snake's hard c**k. Before I could catch my breath he pulled out of me and flipped me on my stomach, "hands and knees darlin' he growled at me. I did as he wanted cause all I wanted was his c**k back inside me, my need for him was greed and I wanted him inside me "Snake please I need you inside of me," "my greedy little girl." And then he gave me what I wanted. He shoved into me and he started pounding into me, and delivered blow after mind-numbing blow. I held on to the sheets for dear life as he continued thrusting in and out of me at an incredible speed, my body too satiated to do anything else. My belly burned and legs shook, as another body pulsing, mind-blowing orgasm pushed its way to the surface. My muscles tightened around his c**k, and Snake screamed, “Oh, f**k!” His fingers flexed, turning into a death grip on my hip as he thrust into me one more time as I felt him come with the force of a volcanic eruption. He kept pushing into me in short little bursts, as he continued emptying himself into me. I could feel his come dripping down my p***y and onto my thighs. He kept on thrusting in and out and finally we both collapased on the bed and he pulled me flush to his chest and held me kissing my head, "I love you Dani with everything I have in me, your my everything." I could feel the tears in my eyes. I turned to him and gazed into his eyes "I love you too Steven." His eyes got wide and he smiled, he took his hand and intertwined it with mine bringing my hand to his mouth. "I love you Dani."

I fell asleep with my head on his chest. Having to tell Snake what I had been through as a child was the hardest thing I'd ever think I'd ever have to do and then it had been the most stress reliving of my life. I felt like a million pounds of pressure came off of my shoulders. I now believed that no matter what happened Snake would keep me safe from here on out. I was truly finally happy. I finally found a man like I had read about in all those romance novels. I slept blissfully for the first time in 15 years.