A hot mess

chapter 8

Aria POV

The next day, I snuck out of my dorm to avoid Sage. She came back drunk last night and caught me in tears.

If not for her hazy state, she would have clawed down the entire building if I told her about my break up.

I got to school before seven, stayed out of everyone's sight just in case the news of my break up with Ivan has gone viral.

Which I wished won't come out in the open. I do love Ivan a lot and I hate myself for hurting him. I should have told him about my mistake with his cousin instead of keeping it away from him.

This was totally my fault especially when it was with his own family.

I let out a depressed sigh and started to scrabble lines on my notebook.

Shortly, a clique of friends walked in chatting and laughing into the class. I hid my face to prevent them from noticing me.

But one of the girls called Edna called my name getting her friends' attention.

"Wow, you are quite early today," she said with a cynical smile.

"What do you expect from a cheap cheater? I can't believe Ivan dated her. She is just a piece of crap," a girl named Nina sneered.

They knew about the incident. Ivan does hate me for real to expose what happened between us.

I continued to hide my face with my notebook, trying to ignore their insults but that was not the case for them.

"Cut the crap, b***h! We all know that you are a cheating w***e. Stop pretending to be a saint and give us an explanation for your stupid behavior towards our football captain." Nina yelled, grabbing a full of my hair.

"Stop it! I owe you no explanation. If you want to hear about the full story then go ask your football captain," I muttered, pulling her hand out of my hair. "If you don't have anything to keep yourselves busy then go home," I snapped at them and they sneered in disgust.

I grabbed my book and stormed out of the classroom. Although, I was at fault, I didn't expect Ivan to reveal our fight. He knew too well that I couldn't handle the crowd of haters that would come after me.

He was like a charming god to all the girls on campus. Even if he wanted to pay me back for betraying him which was an accident then he should have done it in a mild way. At least, ghost me or something.

Once I arrived at the training pitch, I found Ivan at the center of the field training with his team then located his cousin at the reserved bench area.

I trudged up to him, making his teammates pause as I walked past them.

"We need to talk," I said, stopping in front of him. His height towered over me in an intimidating way but I lifted my head high and built my courage to confront him.

"I don't talk to cheaters," he muttered, slamming the ball in his hand to my stomach.

The pain of the impact made me fall to my knees and groan from agony. Yet, he didn't burge or attempt to help me.

"Someone should get this b***h out of my pitch before I lose my temper!" he yelled.

"You are a coward," I muttered, holding my stomach.

"What did you just say?" he growled.

"I said that you are a coward. Do you know why? because you blame me for the mistake when your cousin is also a part of it." I stated, getting everyone around to gasp.

"Get out of my sight before I do something crazier than hitting you with a ball."

"Fine, hit me. You know more than anyone that I won't do such a thing to you if I knew it wasn't you. You should have just ghosted me or isolated me if you can't stand my face. Why ruin my life? Why did tell everyone that I cheated on you knowing fully well that it was a mistake?!" I cried, hating myself for being the center of everyone's attention.

Right now, I am the villain, the cheating girlfriend who broke the school's Prince charming's heart, the pathetic girlfriend that shouldn't have been chosen in the first place.

"I will leave your sight forever. But just know that I won't forgive you for this," I declared, throwing Evander a hateful glare before trudging out of the field.

Once I was away from everyone's sight, I squatted to the ground and began to cry out my eyes.

It hurts me to know that Ivan didn't trust me as much as I did with him. Ordinarily, I should have left him because of his popularity among girls.

They swooned around him like flies yet he didn't bother to chase them away. I learned to accept him that way even though I was jealous that he caught a lot of girls attention.

"Cheating bitches don't cry," A familiar voice that irked my soul muttered with a condescending tone.

"What do you want from me? Have you not done enough?" I shot a glare at Evander who was standing before me with an arrogant aura.

"I haven't even started yet, Aria. This is just the beginning of your nightmare. Now tell me." He grabbed a bunch of my hair, pulling me to stand up. "Why would you cause such a scene at the field? You do know how much my cousin hates to be the center of attention."

"What!" I scoffed in disbelief. "So this is about your cousin? He has always been the center of attention. This is nothing compared to the crowd he gathers with his charms," I spat, holding his hand on my hair.

After saying those words, he slammed my back against the wall, trapping my hands above my head.

"I can see that you are begging to be punished," he muttered, with a dark gaze in his eyes.

Before I could argue back, he slammed his free hand in between my legs causing me to jolt in fear.

"What...do you think you are doing?" I stuttered in confusion.

"Punishing you." He said with a dark voice then shifted my panties and purged his fingers inside my cunt.

"Please, stop," I begged, feeling uncomfortable.

"Now you are begging me. I thought you were being sassy a few minutes ago." he plunged deeper, causing me pain.

"Please, stop. Someone might see us and misunderstand the situation."

"Misunderstand? What's there to misunderstand when you are clearly enjoying what I am doing to you." He said and it was then that I realized how loud I was moaning.