Pilot
537 Words
In a small house of a crowded city, a metropolitan where there was a girl not so young not so old but still a small little girl who had her own set of hardships and this is the story of that little girl trying to gather courage and fight the world.
Hey! I am Sofia. Yup you heard it right I am Sofia but just a simple Sofia, not the one who will one day be a princess. I am right now pursuing Architecture is not so great college but I aspire I wished things were different. I always wonder how this world would have been if I had a different parent, not just parents in a different world. I always wished fantasies could be true. Yes me belonging to so-called practical fields wish fantasies to be true. You hear me so many times doubting myself and doubting my thoughts it's quite normal for people around me to hear as that is what I have known for an indecisive and a girl who is in her world. I wish my dreams to be true. I wish that I never wake up I wish not to be in this world, I wish to go away run away from everything EVERYTHING! I just don't like to be here.
** Door opens and someone walks in **
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"Sofia! what the hell are you doing again wasting time! How many times have I told you to just study! Stop wasting time and just study!"
"I am studying just wanted to take a break"
"What break I always see you wasting time and not doing anything just do it keep working you *********************"
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Literally every day! Literally, every hour I feel alone I feel blamed I feel wronged I feel like shouting and crying out as loud as I can but I can't.
What do you expect a child who has been abused and beaten from a young age just to score well, top class, not going out, not living life, not even breathing? In my class, I am known as a geek. I am that loner who has no friends and no one to talk to. I have been that person who is always wronged and have to regret it whenever I open my heart to someone. I am that person who has always been betrayed and left vulnerable and I don't blame it on anyone I just blame it on myself for being so emotional, For being that child who has a lot of expectations and has a lot to deal with.
It has been a lot for you in just one go. Let's leave it here for today. This pandemic has not given me much to do and socialize but I love to share my feeling and whatever I feel with you. I am happy to have a way to let it all out.
I have many dreams and a lot to achieve. The dream I want to live would be moving away, moving away from the cruel world, not feeling whatever I am feeling, not being vulnerable and sad!
All I want is to be happy and everyone to be happy!
Allah miya please madad karna!
- Writer
