Revenge on Alpha Damien

Chapter Eighteen- Stormed

I stormed through the pack grounds and straight to me room, I was just about to slam the door shut when some hand stopped the door from closing. It was Damien. My eyes widened in shock. He followed me again. How?

He entered the room, there was a frown on his face, I haven’t seen him frown since I discovered he was my mate. He was finally showing his true colors. My body tensed up, I was ready to defend myself if his monster tries anything. I need the facade would fall eventually.

“Why did you follow me?” I asked, eyeing him suspiciously.

He sighed running his fingers through his hair in apparent frustration. Was he frustrated that he had to deal with me for so long? Maybe I should have kept that knife with me at all times, it might have given me an edge.

“Would you let me finish talking before you storm off,” he breathed, his voice doesn’t sound like he is angry, rather it sounded like tiredness. But why? He should be angry, he should be clawing at my throat, ripping it out, that is what he should be doing, that is always what he did. That is what I saw him do.

“I do not want to listen. What do you want?”

His eyes stares into mine as though he was trying to pierce into my soul. Then he grabs me by my arms. “I want you,” he breathed and the next thing I knew, he planted his lips on mine. I was too stunned to react. What in the hell is happening?

He bits my bottom lips and that moment I regain myself, but not my real self. The emotions in me seemed to have exploded that I find myself reciprocating the kiss. The kiss was demanding and possessive, like he was trying to claim my entire existence.

The next thing, he lifts me up without breaking the kiss and wrapped my legs around his waist and then he drops me slowly on the bed. The scent of his on the sheets seemed to have driven me even further into craziness. My fingers finds his luscious hair, he leaves my lips and continues his ministration on my neck. His fangs slightly nibs my neck, and the bond intensifies exponentially that I could not help to release a moan.

I do not realize that I was even exposed until I felt his lips on my left breast, sulking hungrily “Damien!” I moaned out his name, I have never felt like this before in my life, no man has made me feel like this. The feelings is unexplainable, that I do not want it to ever stop.

Raina ! Murderer! Betrayer! Traitor! You are a traitor! You are a disgrace!. The words slammed me all at once in my head, like an hammer straight on the nail. “No!” I screamed and I pushed Damien off me. I must have caught him off guard that he goes frying off to the ground. I breathed heavily as tears streamed down my cheeks. I covered my exposed chest with the blanket.

“Mia, are you okay?” Damien asked, there was a confused and hurt expression on his face as he gets up from te floor, but I do not care. This was his plan all along to get to me before I got to him. How did I fall for this? What had possessed me? I let him touch me, I wanted to feel disgusted that I let him do those things to me, but somehow I don’t. I hate myself, I was a betrayer.

“Get out!” I screamed. Damien looked taken aback by outburst, he takes a step towards me but I raised my hands “Don’t come any closer, just leave,” I said, my voice pleading.

“Mia, I am sorry, I shouldn’t have rushed you. I just don’t want you to think that I belonged to another, I don’t know what came over me.” Damien said. I am completely livid, what he wrong with this man? Was he possessed or something? How can he be so good at this, how was he easily getting me manipulated.

“Can you go?” I asked, this felt like torture, maybe Aunt Mary was right, I shouldn’t have left her pack. I should have rejected the bond between us. It’s not even up to a week and I was already failing. Damien has been winning. I wanted to be the one to control him but he seems that he was starting to controlling me.

“I did not mean to hurt you,” he muttered, thankfully, he doesn’t say anything else and exits the room and that when the river runs freely. I clutched my chest tightly, it hurts and it hurts so bad. I feel like I shouldn’t exist anymore. I got up from the bed and ran into the bathroom. I was trying to wash away him on me, I could still feel it, his lips on me and he still had an effect on me. I cannot believe that I even moaned, not just once. I let him touch me. I let him make me feel things, my parents’ killer. What kind of a daughter was I? They must be disappointed. This mate bond was a curse, but I know that it was not the only thing I could blame for allowing that to happen. I was sick, despite the mate bond, something in me liked it, liked that Damien wanted me as a woman even if he was lying and playing a sick game.

The water doesn’t wash away anything, it doesn’t help to relieve my pain. Maybe I deserve this pain.

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When I find the courage to leave the bathroom, there was Lisa in present in the room, she was placing a food tray on the table.

“Oh you are finally out, the Alpha instructed me to drop this here. He said you did not get the chance to eat at the dining halls,” she said with a smile when she noticed me. Of course she thought this was a nice gesture. The Alpha caring for his Luna. Pathetic.

“Thank you,” I replied.

“The Alpha mother would like to see you later, to get you ready for the duty chosen,” She said. My eyes perked up.

“What is that?” I asked curious.

“It’s just part of the Luna duty. You have to choose what you will be involved in, while you become part of the pack. The former Luna was in charge of the children in our school. It’s usually that, or in the clinic or feeding.” She explained. “But it’s usually done after the mating and marking,” she added.

“But I haven’t done any of that,”

“I don’t understand that, I guess, we are doing things differently now. I have some work to do now Luna. I have left a number on the table you can call me when you are ready to see her,” she said and she leaves the room.

I am in shock of how involved the people of this pack was, they were trying to integrate me as one of them, accepting my requests. Was this all a plan of Damien? Were they all in on it together?