Why Him?

CHAPTER 7

Kiara POV

I can’t think of anything right now. Not when his lips were on my neck and his hands all over me. He’s touching me everywhere, studying every inched of my body. His touches burning my skin.

“You’re not trying hard enough,” I said, fighting a moan from coming out. Surprised I could still make out those words with him all over me. I tried to push him away because I was at the edge of losing it. If he kept on doing this, I would most certainly let him do anything that he wanted to me.

I wanted to stop, but I couldn’t. This man surely knew what he was doing. His lips continued their torture on me, and I couldn’t lie that I was enjoying this a little bit too much.

I tried to fight him by pushing him away, but he only pulled me even closer and FINALLY… crashed our lips together until I ended up straddling him on his lap. I could taste the wine from his tongue as we both deepened the kiss. God. This isn’t fair. He was such a good kisser too. 

I could feel his hard member poking through my lace underwear, sending heat to my lower region. His hand went to find the zipper of my dress. “I know we both wanted the same thing. Please, baby… just say it.” he connected our lips together before he pulled away again briefly. “Say that you want me too.”

He carefully lay me down until my back touched the sofa. His lips soon find their way back to mine. He rose up from me and removed his T-shirt. OMG. He had the most amazing body I’ve ever seen. He wasn’t too bulky, but it was obvious that he worked out a lot. His muscles were lean. I think I just droll a little bit. Lust was evident in his eyes as he proceeded to remove his belt.

Shit. It’s really happening. We’re going to do it. “Wait…” I said, stopping his hand. “Do you want me to stop?” his expression suddenly morphed into worried.

I shook my head. “ No, of course not….” I said after a while. I had no idea why I let him. He just bewitched me. “Good then.” He said in relief, and then he dipped down to kiss me back.

“It’s Gideon.” he suddenly said. “Huh?” I said, with my eyes still closed. I’m not sure I heard him right. After I opened my eyes and looked back at him, he gave me a sexy smirk. I swear I wanted to swallow him alive right now. He looked so yummy.

“Since you’re being a good girl tonight, I’m telling you my names. It’s Gideon Barlowe.” He then told me. Gideon. I liked his name. It suits him very much. I was surprised that I could finally convince him to tell me his name.

Before I could talk any further, he hiked up my dress, revealing my underwear. Okay, so I think he wasn’t interested in finding out about my name. Ouch. It was kind of hurt.

“I hope you won’t hate me for this.” I was about to ask him what is he talking about, but then he ripped my G-string and tore them apart. Making me yelped in shock.

“Uppsss…Sorry for that.” He then throws them away. I don’t feel sorry at all. He could do anything he wanted with my panties. I don’t care. I have lots of them.

I suddenly felt cold air meeting my skin. I’ve never felt so exposed before. I silently thank God that I had shaved the night before. I took a sharp breath as he suddenly shoved one finger into my hole. It was a bit uncomfortable at first as it was something I’d never done before. I never let any man touches me like this before. 

“Aahhh…” He added another finger, and I couldn’t control my moan from erupting. His mouth on my n****e, his finger in and out of me, I started to feel something building up inside my stomach. I buckled up my hips to meet his thrust.

“Say my name as you come, baby.” He whispered in my ears. “Gideon…What are you doing to me?” I said incoherently. I couldn’t even recognize my own voice.

“Sshhh…Don’t worry. I am going to make you feel good.” He said huskily in reply. I think I was about to come. I could feel it. When I was about to reach my peak, he suddenly stopped.

What the hell is he doing? Why is he stopping right now? He suddenly squashed me with his body, and I couldn’t breathe. “Hey… Gideon!” I called him, but he didn’t answer.

He fell asleep. I couldn’t believe this! Why did the drug have to kick in right now? To make it even worse. His finger was still stuck inside of me. I pushed him aside and then fixed my dress.

This is the perfect time for me to leave. I went to the toilet to clean myself. After I was done and went back to him, he was still sleeping soundly like a baby on the sofa. I was tempted to check on him for one last time.

Watching him while he was sleeping, it was completely different from the man that I met earlier at the bar. He looked very peaceful and harmless. I took out his phone from his jeans pocket and saved his number. Just in case.

I am so not done with him. I could tell that we could be more than this…more than just a one-night stand. I figure I am going to contact him again when I need him. He might hate me for drugging him, but I don’t think he would suspect me after this.

I moved a hair from his forehead and planted a kiss on his lips. “Till we meet again, Gideon,” I said to him, picking up my heels from the floor and leaving him alone at the house.

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I took a taxi and went back to the bar. I was relieved to find my car still parked there in the same spot as I left it earlier. I fished out the car key and drove back home.

I didn’t realize that I was smiling as I drove away. I just had the most interesting night with a hot man. I’ve never drugged a man that I kissed before. This is crazy, but I had a great time with him. I almost had s*x and lost my virginity tonight, but the sleeping pills saved me before it could happen.

I slowly stopped the car inside my house. The lamp is already turned off. It means dad already fallen asleep by now. Good. I don’t want him to interrogate me about what happened tonight. He hated it when I came back home past midnight. It was two AM already.

I sneaked into the house and aimed for the stairs. My bedroom was on the second floor, while he’s on the first floor. I made a happy dance after I managed to enter my own bedroom.

By the time I turned on the light, I was shocked to see dad sitting on the sofa near my bed. “Where have you been all night long, Kiara?” he asked with a grim face.

He folded his hands in front of his chest as he waited for my answer. Well, he could stay here and wait all night because I was too exhausted to start an argument with him.

“And what the hell are you wearing? Whose jacket is that?” he sounded really mad after he studied my dress, and even worst after he saw me wearing another man’s jacket.

“Dad, I am just having a girls’ night out with Pamela, that’s all,” I said in reply, putting my clutch on the small desk near me. “You’re not drunk, aren’t you?” he shot me an accusing look.

I rolled back my eyes at him. “No, dad. I am perfectly sober.” I said in reply. He got up from the sofa, walking towards me. “Listen, Kiara. I know you were pretty upset about what I’ve told you this morning at the meeting room. But don’t behave like this.” He said, putting both hands on my shoulder.

I shoved them away. “Like what, exactly?” I asked him back in a challenging tone. I didn’t do anything that could embarrass him tonight. I came back here safely and still a virgin.

“You know exactly what I mean. Having a wild night at the club and running away with a random man, came back home at two am. This isn’t like you, Kiara. You’re better than this.” He said with a concerned face.

I was stunned at my place. “How did you?—“ I frowned at him. His expression didn’t falter, not even a bit.

“Dad, are you stalking me?” I said in an accusing tone. He looked away, running his finger over his hair.

“I told Nolan to pick you up at the club. And I knew what happened after that. Now he’s in the hospital.” He said, staring back at me with cold eyes.

“Sadly, that’s none of my problems,” I said in reply. His face was full of disappointment towards me. I could tell that he was having a hard time trying to keep his anger from erupting.

“Is it because of that man?” He asked sternly. My tongue was tied. I don’t know what to say to him. I just met Gideon tonight, and we both had a great time. I don’t want to drag him into my family’s problem.

“Kiara, who is that man?” he then asked me again.