The Luna who ruined the alpha

Masons POV

I’m Mason Knight. I’m seventeen. I’m the soon to be Alpha or the midnight moon pack. I would need to find my Luna before I could take over the pack, I have a girlfriend, I’ve been with her since we were thirteen. Her names Erin, she is our packs best warrior. She didn’t go to school like most of us, she spent most of her time training. It baffled me how she isn’t my mate. She should be, she’d make a Brilliant Luna. She could probably kick my ass so I know she’s be able to handle herself. We always planned to reject our mates when we found them and mark each other, for her to take place as my Luna. It was always the plan. That’s until I started a new school to do senior year with my beta, Ross black. We both found our mates. His, Qwen one of the crescents best warriors. They are great together. My mate on the other hand is, Rebekah. Rebekah Williams, she’s not got a wolf, there for she doesn’t feel the mate bond. I’ve been struggling to control my urges. Newly mated wolves are usually very sexually active. For the first week I couldn’t even speak to her, I didn’t know how to react to it. I didn’t know if I would be able to control my wolf, Ace is his name. He’s uncontrollable at times. He’s an old wolf, he’s lived three lives already, I’m his fourth. He remembers them all. Every life ended with his mate dead or killing him. He didn’t want another mate. He told me we should kill her the moment we seen her, yeah he’s that crazy. The day I pulled Rebekah into the empty class and we had s*x for the first time, kind of borderline r**e, but not really because she loved it , she was moaning and shouting my name so it couldn’t have been. I like to be dominant and rough, but Ace is worse and also stronger so it never ended well if he got control in the bed room, Erin wouldn’t speak to me if it happened, but I can’t always control him. He was trying to come out that day, that’s why I rushed out and left her there. I felt so bad. I had to sneak onto her land that night to tell her, I didn’t get the chance as she sent me away. 

Today, she came to school in tight ass grey jeans and let me just say I couldn’t control myself never mind Ace. I pulled her into the library, I couldn’t wait, I needed to feel her mouth wrapped round my c**k, I didn’t even want it, I needed it, literally. When we finished up, Ace was angry because she was obviously experienced which means she never kept herself for us. He managed to push his way to control, I could do nothing but sit in the back of my own mind and watch as he brutally r***d her, not once but twice. It made me feel sick. She passed out during the second time he didn’t even stop! He kept going and just threw her to the ground when he was done, like she was nothing. When I took back control I got her cleaned and dressed. I took her home, lay her in her bed so she would be comfortable when she woke up. I so badly wanted to wait by her side, I knew I couldn’t face her. Would she even believe me it wasn’t me? She doesn’t have a wolf to understand what it’s like when they take over, there’s literally nothing you can do. 

I text Ross and told him what happened. He met me in the woods outside the school, we went for a run together and I told him in more detail what happened. He hates ace. So do I most part of the time. But I couldn’t live without him. He will lead me into being one of the best alphas with all his knowledge from past lives. Ross couldn’t believe what he had done, I mean he’s done some pretty s**t things but he’s never r***d someone till they passed out. I’ve asked him to explain to Qwen and get her to talk to Rebekah. I don’t even know if I can face her at school tomorrow, if she even comes. 

*next day* 

I was sat in my seat waiting for her to come walking in, I was so nervous I couldn’t even look at the door, my leg wouldn’t stop shaking, my palms were sweaty I couldn’t help it. I had ace in the my mind telling me to grow up and get over it, she would too. I had to block him out. It was hard but I managed it, Ross kept turning round and looking at me which made me more nervous, I had to mind link him to stop it. He sent me a quick apology back. 

The teacher already entered but Rebekah still hadn’t, I guess she’s too sore to come in today, I happen to know she had gym class first period. So did I but I wasn’t in her class.my nerves got worse. I started biting at my nails, something I had never done before, I’ve never been this nervous before truth be told. But suddenly the door opened and in she came, she had lots of make up on which was so unusual for her, then I noticed you could still see small bruises on her face where ace was grabbing her. My heart sunk. She didn’t even look up at me she kept her eyes on the floor the whole time. She didn’t even sit in her normal seat. She walked straight to Ross and asked him to swap seats, obviously so she could keep some distance between us. I quickly linked him to decline and tell her we had to talk, which is exactly what he done. She burst into tears and ran straight back out. I had to go after her. I caught upto her in the corridor. “Rebekah please listen to me we need to talk” I tried to sound less nervous than I was, although it didn’t work. Her face as she turned to me broke my heart, she looked honestly terrified of me. “Please don’t hurt me, I’m too sore and I don’t have the energy today what could you possibly have to say?” Her voice was so full of hurt and fear. I could tell she really was drained. “Rebekah that wasn’t me yesterday, my wolf ace is an animal he managed to take control and do that to you, I would never hurt you like that, please believe me. Your my mate I could never hurt you. Can we go somewhere private and talk?” I wanted to cry myself, she looked so distraught. “No Mason I don’t want to be alone with you. You’ll just hurt me again! For the last time your NOT MY MATE” she started to scream at me, I guess anger took over her fear, I had no choice I had to take her into an empty classroom. I grabbed her arm and marched us to one, I locked the door behind us. Her cry was getting louder and she just kept screaming ‘no’. Rebekah honestly thought I was going to do it to her again. I knelt down on the floor and begged her to be quiet so we could talk. I promised it would be the only thing we done. 

“Rebekah listen to me, this isn’t easy for me to explain. My wolf is very strong and I can’t always control him or stop him from taking control of my human form. That’s why I never spoke to you, and the day we had s*x, that’s why I ran out so fast after and left you. I never wanted this to happen. He slipped out when I hit my c****x, he used it steal control. You have to believe me I could never do that, he is very dominant and rough. Not to mention strong. We have the same personality but his is more animal. It will never happen again. Please forgive me!” I was pleading, literally on my knees pleading to her. She wouldn’t even look at me. It hurt. My heart felt sore from it. She truly was scared of me. “Mason I do believe you I just need time to forgive you, for now I need space I need you to leave me alone until I’m ready. I still don’t feel any mate bond either, yesterday was the worse day of my life, I’m so sore, you wouldn’t be able to imagine what went through my head when I woke up. How do you keep slipping into our territory? How did you get past my dad into my house?” She had stopped crying now and got down to my level and finally looked at me. She sounded still hurt. But why is she so concerned about me getting into her territory? It was easy. Her dads patrollers never done their job right. They never done full laps. Anyone could sneak through unnoticed if they wanted too. It did make me worry for her safety but after all the crescent moon pack was the largest and strongest pack of all. I decided to kiss her, a slow passionate kiss. One full of love. She moved her lips in sync with mine, that made my heart burst, even Ace was happy she’s trusting us again, well me, not him. 

*one week later*

It’s been a week since we last talked, it was killing me staying away from her but I had to give her the space she asked for. She seems happy. She still gives me small smiles in class and around school. Erin is noticing how withdrawn I’ve become from her, she’s been asking me questions, she keeps asking if I’ve met my mate and that’s why I’ve changed. How can I tell her? We always planned to be together. Erin is  strong, very strong at that, if she found out I met my mate and slept with her and not rejected her.. well let’s just say, Rebekah wouldn’t stand a chance. Erin would kill her. I had to tell her dad had me training hard for the alpha position, which wasn’t a lie, he was. It was a good distraction. I don’t think Erin bought it though. She’s seen Ross and Qwen, how loved up they are. If she ever herd them talking about mine and Rebekah’s situation I would be in trouble. I had to tell them never to mention her name in the pack house. Qwen hated me. She would never give me any time of day. Not even for Ross. Ross had tried to speak to her but she won’t listen. 

I’m taking Erin on a  fancy date tonight to take her Mind off my change in mood towards her. The last week or so I haven’t so much as touched her sexually. I can’t bring my self to do it. Tonight I need to try to show her I’m still in love with her. I mean I am but after meeting Rebekah I can start to feel it fading away. 

We were headed to the restaurant, Erin looked gorgeous, she had a little black dress with gold heels and her hair in a high ponytail. She was stunning there was no denying that. I felt a sharp pain starting to gain on me in my stomach, it went from a dull stabbing pain, to a full on excruciating pain I couldn’t handle. I swerved the car off the road and into a ditch, Erin was screaming asking what was wrong. I couldn’t even think the pain was that bad. After what felt like hours, the pain stopped. I knew exactly what this pain was, my mate slept with someone else..