Pornstar

Chapter 3

When you see a hot model on any social media app or somewhere, you'd be like yeah, he's hot.

But when you'd see the model who has taken your whole heart and captured it to him, it's another feeling. Like you'd feel your spines heating up, eyes cautioned and examining the picture delicately, cheeks red as hell and some other things.

While glancing at the new photo shoot of Johnny in Calvin Klein boxers, I kept my hands pressed on my mouth. Oh God, please help me not to scream.

Calvin Klein has launched some new products and they made him their model. I just wanna kiss the person all over who decided to make Johnny Orlando their next photo shoot's model.

I gulped as I again examined the whole figure, his abs and muscles were perfectly shown. He has gotten a bit tan I guess or maybe it's for the lights. Whatever it is, he's definitely looking so handsome. Like a handsome devil.

And then I took my eyes downwards and immediately I could feel my cheeks burning. Why am I blushing?! I saw him naked a millions of times! So what's the problem in boxers?!

In nothing but a pair of boxers, oh Lord, how much I've dreamt of seeing him like this in real. And if the cloth isn't even there, I'd have no teensy problem, rather I'd pay him for it.

I literally had the strongest urge to screenshot this photo and set in on my wallpaper, but if somehow my parents notice it - I'm dead. I'm serious that this look of him tossing his head back is just a masterpiece.

I get out of the app as I notice the time. Oh shoot, Johnny must've uploaded the video by now. I was waiting for this weekend so bad and now the goosebumps in my body isn't reducing a bit.

I login into the porn site and search for any new updates but found nothing. Sighing, I toss my phone on my bed and lie down. I know I'm not eighteen yet but thanks to Gabby for making me this fake account. She actually knows that I see a bit of porn, of course that's no problem to her. Everyone nowadays does.

But she doesn't just know that I have a crush on a pornstar. I'm just not that much comfortable to share it with her.

I roll on my stomach and take my phone, as I open the ** app, I start scrolling down Johnny's timeline for like a couple of times. It has been a few days since I met him and I have no idea if he is still at New York or not. He doesn't even set any location anytime.

Then I stop and click on the pic of him and Kelsey - the girl whom with he has done a couple of videos. It was the pic from that day, which he had uploaded the day we met. Him leaning against his car with sunglasses.

Didn't know why but I clicked on Kelsey's account, @kelseyhart09. And then my eyes were widened.

I kept scrolling down and saw that two of three pics of hers is with Johnny. Some of her sitting on his lap, some kissing him, some with him in a bar and so on. Wait, it means..

I sigh. He's dating with her and I didn't even know... Johnny usually never uploads photos with any girl, his feed is full of only him. I'm not gonna lie but I always feel the wave of jealousness in me when I see him dating someone, it actually doesn't happen when I see him f*****g someone cause of course porn videos need a girl or else he can't just do it with himself, right? But now, after Tessa, this girl?!

His ex, Tessa, they broke up last summer and since then I haven't seen him dating anyone. But now, Kelsey?... Wait, I know it's a fling. Of course it has to be. I know that he isn't interested in long term relationships. No need to tense.

I shrug the thought off and when I was about to exit the app, my eyes drop on the latest pic of her and him.

They were kissing each in a hot tub, I noticed how his hands were around her body and her hands tugging on his sweaty hair. The pic captioned something like 'New video with my baby today' but I had more interest on the location.

I tried to recall the hotel's name she has located and found my lips adjusting to a smile. He's still at New York and staying at a hotel near my house. Means, I still have a chance to meet him.

Then a knock on the door was heard, following by my Mom's voice, "Honey, dinner's ready."

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"Your test result came out, right? How was it?" My heart did a leap inside my chest at Dad's question but then I understand that it was to my seventeen year old sister, Maddie. Cause I didn't get any result today.

"A" she replied with a shrug of her shoulders as she passed me the mashed potatoes.

"That's great dear." My mom says with a smile and after I take some of the dish on my plate, I place it on the table. "And Mackenzie, what about you?"

"What about me?" I raise an eyebrow.

"How's your school?" She again asks.

"Uh-good." I quietly reply and start filling the food in my mouth. I have to go back to my room soon, Johnny must've uploaded by now.

"Good?" She repeats me. "I had a talk with your principal today."

Oh s**t.

"What did she say?" Dad broke in.

"She said you're not doing well in school nowadays. What happened?" My Mom said, her eyes never leaving my face.

I didn't talk further and kept eating. That's why I hate meeting with any of my family members, they're always after me.

Maddie didn't say anything as she kept staring at me while Dad spoke, "Why don't you try to improve yourself dear? Just try a little and I'm sure you can also be like your sister."

"Yeah, look at her, always getting good grades and also good in sports. Why don't you-"

"Enough please!" I yell out loud as it made my Mom stop from talking. "If you guys are this much of a big fan of your elder daughter then why don't you just start worshiping her?!" I push back my chair and make my way to upstairs.

"Kenzie finish your dinner!" Mom's yelling reached to my room as I shut the door close. And then I jump up on my bed.

With my face in my pillow, I groan. I just hate it how they always put Maddie over me and-

"Kenz?" Speak of the devil.

"What are you doing here? Don't you know that you should've knocked first?!" My voice was in an irritating tone as I saw Maddie standing at my door.

"Look Kenz, you shouldn't-"

"Go Madison! Please!" I yell at her.

"Come on, we can talk-"

"No!" I get down from my bed. "I don't even wanna see your face now! So get lost!" And then I shut the door loudly on her face and don't forget to lock it.

And then, to drive all these thoughts off from my head, I sit on my bed and pull out my phone from the charger. As soon as I go into Tumblr, my heart almost dropped out of its ribcage.

Johnny had uploaded a GIF from his new video with a link to the clip. His bare back was facing the camera and a girl's arms roaming around it. And then, when I understood that the background is steamy and a watery... I almost fainted.

Oh God, just that day I was thinking of him in the shower and - oh God, I'm so dead today.

I quickly open my laptop and login into the site. Then I notice a new update and without delay, open it.

I wasn't thinking wrong, it actually is a shower s*x. With a breathe escaping my lips, I start to watch it after adjusting my laptop on my lap.

Then, I was on a urge to scream cause in that f*****g video, he was literally naked! Wait, he's always naked in his videos, why am I freaking out?

But I never saw him doing any video in shower. So the excitement level of mine was bound to hit hundred.

Through the whole clip, my eyes were just on his face and all over his body. Especially including the organ of him which I shouldn't be actually looking at. I was a bit pissed off like always cause the porn videos always zoom the girl more when they should do it with the boy.

But still, the clip was more than enough for to make my body shiver and making the pain between my legs become much worse. Specially this kind of him was making me drive crazy.

The way his handsome face clenched while thrusting and how he orgasmed, oh God, I'm so dead. I. Am. So. Freaking. Dead.

After an hour or more passed by and I realized I already had repeated the video for like a couple of times, I put my laptop aside and lie down on the bed.

I was a total mess for touching myself here and there while watching him. But now, rather than taking a shower to clean myself up, I decided to lay down for a couple of minutes.

The moment I closed my eyes, all I could see was just him, having a pleasurable time with me. So close to me that could be only imagined...

And then eyes snapped open, boom! He's gone!

I groan, I was really a total fool for not taking a picture with him. Cause then I could at least get a chance to get close to him, smell his cologne. I really am a-

Suddenly, my mind hits with an idea. Johnny is staying at hotel near my house. How about I try my luck and see if could find him?... I mean, I could be lucky enough...